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I am scared. I am scared that this shit will happen again. You just do not know how much you have broken me with that and you are still trying it again. I can not. I can not do anything. I would like to say no but I do not know how I should tell you this. I am a fucking human who does not know how to say no and that is my fucking Problem. I do not want to hurt you. I also do not want to get more broken than I alreday am. DAMN! I just want to leave this fucking place and never come back. I want to restart my life! Please God... I actually do not believe in you but please help me... or I have to kill myself.

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