Pray For Me | Lee Felix FF ✔️

Out of Hand

My Uncle doesn't deserve that kind of torture. I wanted to die. But I never want to drag my uncle into my deal with Felix... I never imagined something like this would occur when I made the decision that I did.
"Well I'll be off now. Please think about what you wish to do and think carefully. As for you, Haechan, Don't go too wild on her right now, she hasn't made a deal with me, yet.."
"Of course." He says twirling my hair with his fingers. Like that, within seconds, that man vanished leaving Haechan and I alone.
Haechan then speaks softly to me, " Felix was right, your soul is Bi-colored."
"W-what does that mean?"
"Means your special..Well to him at least.. You see, souls have colors. Having one color is normal, but 2 colors? Its rare. It's is an indicator of a demi-Angel Specifically your a type of Angel whose job is to unconsciously guide humans on Earth, until the rapture... A miracle worker per say. A person of pure heart. The ones that die young."
"Thats crazy.." I mumble
"However the thing is, Felix thinks your important. And well, His Father has told him that he is in need of these souls alike yours. The king also told Lix that they are used for a much bigger plan. Well, as you can tell, it isn't true.  Those kinds of souls are just useless."
"It was a lie..."
"Yes, Felix has been chasing nothing for centuries. And he sure as hell isn't getting the throne either. Pitiful the prince is.." He smirks touching the ends of my shirt.
"Then why do you want me, if I am of no value?"
"Well, I've never slept with an demi-Angel's Soul before.. Im thinking it's why you have Felix all fucked up... Now, you remember my name right?"
"Haechan,  right?" He touches my cheek softly looking deeply into my eyes.
"Thats my name, your going to have to get used to saying it outloud for me for the rest of internity. You already say it so beautifully.."
"Calm down HoeChan, I haven't made any deals with your king yet.." Haechan presses his tongue against the inside of his cheek as if he was irradiated.
"Of course." Haechan says while he tightens his arms around me.
"Could you not touch me?" I snapped.
"He didn't say I couldn't touch you or you know...kiss you.." He pecks my cheek, chuckling afterwards.
"Im trying to process everything.  And yoy being here is not helping.." I give a disgusted face.
"Im here because I figured you need help... You know, Help you make the right decision.." He rubs my thigh with his thumb.
"He said you'll do what I ask right?"
"Right. Anything you want." He lays his head on my shoulder chuckling like a kid.
"Then do you mind leaving me alone for a bit? Your touchyness is destracting.. and disturbing. "
"Aww...Really?"
"Yes."
"But.~ "
"I need to really think.." He begans to pout.
"Can..Can..I least get a kiss??" He begs.
"No-" he quicky grabs my neck roughly.
"Can I?" He glares with crimson eyes.
"Haechan-" He tightens his grip on my neck.
"Your going to have to be polite my little kitten."
"Yes." I chirp.
"Yes what?" He smirks.
"Yes, You can kiss me." He lets go gently satisfied with my answer, but still keeps a hold on my neck with one hand.
"Your so scandalous saying yes like that to me. You know... especially after fucking Felix all night last night... Who knew you were a sluty girl.." He smirks and leans in kissing me softly and slowly.
"Fuck... Your lips are so soft." He growls softly digging his nails into my throat, " I can't wait to experiment with you. I want this to last. Just Imagine the things I could do to you.. All those things that Felix could only dream of doing.." He whimpers agianist my ear.
"May I have time to myself?" I began shaking.
He raises a brow, " And?"
"Please." I whispered breathlessly. He smiles and places his forehead onto mine.
"Of course, Your wish is my command." I close my eyes, feeling his hand leave my throat. The moment I opened them up again he was gone.

I sat shaking on the edge of my bed holding onto my neck.
"Zoey-" My Aunt pauses half way through the door to see me in my shocked state, " Lay down sweetie. You look awful!! Your even paler and- Oh your temper rose too." She lightly pushes me back to lay down.
"Im ok." I state.
"No, no. You need to lay down. You shouldn't be up at all. Rest my dear..."
"Sure.." I smile sadly.
"Ok. Ill be back later ok. Just stay resting."
"Thank you, Aunt Kate. Im sorry to have caused you trouble. ."
"Its okay darling, Id do anything for you." She says pinching my cheek before walking out.

"Did I really make you sick?" A deep voice rings out as the door to my room closes.
"Maybe so.." He walks up to sit on the side of my bed. Felix feels my forehead with the back of his hand.
"You are burning up a bit.. Sorry about that.."
"Its okay. Its not your fault."
"It could have been.. I've never had sex with a human. Maybe its a side effect..?"
"Im not really that nauseated though, its not too bad. Just exhausted.."
"Are you sure it isnt that bad?" He gets closer to my face looking at me.
"Im sure." I smiled.
"Anyway, the main reason I came because you felt scared..  Im thinking its because you figured your family would kill you. No worries though, of course Id erase those memories... In not supposed to ruin your life remember?" He chuckles.
"Of course.. Guess we are spending the day together now, huh?" I say sighing.
"Looks like it.. What do you want to do?" He smirks.
"Good question.." I say sighing loudly.
" Do you wanna..." He wiggles his eye brows.
"Felix we just-"
"And? We can do it agian..." he says getting closer to me.
"Im sick remember.. Gosh, Im taking a shower."
"Im a demon, I don't get sick~ " He says as he grabs my arm.
"I need a shower though.."
"Then let me take it with you."
"I want to take one by myself... I really dont feel right."  I pull away from him and start walking into the bathroom. He silently follows me along into the bathroom.
"Zoey?"
"Yes?" I asked back grabing a towel from under my cabinet.
"Your not sick are you."
"I am."
"Really? It just seems off."
" Why does it matter to you?" I start running the water for my bath instead of a shower. Im thinking a soak will help ease my mind before I make my decision.
"Im not sure why.. But, to me it matters."
"It doesn't." I sigh looking at Felix.
"Why?"
"I- I just don't want to talk about it Felix.."
"You shouldn't hide what your thinking. You know, Im not Changbin, I can't just read your mind. Say something."
"Thats a good thing you can't read mind. I'd kill myself before I'd ever let you see what Im thinking."
"I want to know what you're thinking especially if its about me.. Zoey, If you have something on your mind please tell me.."
"I'll take it to grave." Without a warning, Felix pushes me against the wall staring me down.
"No. Tell me. Tell me now before I go fucking insane."
"Felix. Calm down." I say bringing my hands up to me parallel to his chest.
"I won't calm down til you tell me something. Anything Zoey. Something is bothering you. I need to know." He glares. I think its obvious something is also bothering him, but what? What does he want me to say!?
"Want to know? Maybe Im just madly in love with you or something." I say sarcastically. He pauses giving me a serious look.
"Do you mean that?" He asks.
"Im just saying, its what you want to hear right? You want to here me confess so you can just kill me right?"
"Answer my question first." I sigh thinking deeply. I hate that Im about to answer so honestly..
"What if its something I've considered? What if I considered falling for you? " I say with a more serious tone.
"Than, I'll end the deal."
"What!? Your playing now. Your definitely joking right?" I scoff trying to push him away.
"No. Im done with the deal." He says letting go of me.
"Felix-"
"I know, I know its weird to just say that. I don't understand it ethier. And its been ripping me up because your not the only one whose considered this stupid emotion of attraction..  L-lets make another deal." Felix grabs my shoulders softly looking me in the eyes.
"Is this a joke?" I ask agian. It is. I bet you this is apart of his plan. All he does is lie. And im fucking falling for it..
"Of course not. Im serious. I just. I just, want to hold on to you. Not only for now. But For as long as I can."
"It won't work-"
"I will make it work."
"But.."
"You have 48 hours to answer.. No scratch that." He looks down in frustration thinking, " You, you don't have a choice anymore. Your staying with me. I won't take a no." He roughly presses his forehead against mine breathing in deeply.
"Felix.." I called.
He genuinely looks like hes loosing it.. Felix is such a good actor. He acts so cold and then flips his shit claiming he wants me like a love sick psychopath. Such a proformer. God, when he says I have no choice it makes me swoon. But the thing is, even if Im sitting here gushing over his fake persona. I still have to choose whether or not its best to save my uncle.. My uncle who never should have gotten dragged into my problems. Damn it all, I should have stayed depressed in my little space. Shouldn't have wondered so far. These choices make me realize I had it good thinking about death. I had it good. Now, Im stuck in a place I can't get out of. No matter what I choose each option has bad consequences..

I'll have to choose one. Just one. However, That is all up to the difference between the viscosity of Blood and Water..