You are a 15 year old girl and Josh Richards is your brother. You fall in love and still your life doesn't go as planned. Your life is crazy in a good, but also bad way....
Just read and I hope you'll enjoy!
Contains:
-self harm
-abuse
-pain
-sadnes...
I walk into the bathroom and I look at the test......
— It's positive.... both....
— I scream and I sit down on the ground holding my head. Just crying...
Quinton: let me in! - I open the door, all the boys are standing there
— I pull Quinton in and than quickly lock the door again
Josh: open the door!! NOW!! - he yells from behind the door
Jade: It's positive... I can't tell him.. please....
Quinton: we can't hide a baby
Jade: please.. he'll kill me and you too
Quinton: but..
Jade: no but! If you love me you keep it a secret
Quinton: that isn't fair!
Jade: do you love me?
Quinton: yes.... - I give him a kiss
Jade: thank you
Quinton: but what are you going to tell the boys?
Jade: I will tell the boys I threw up again, but it was really painful
Quinton: ok..
— I open the door...
Josh: are you ok?!!
Jade: yes, I just threw up and it was really painful
Josh: oh, I'm sorry. Thank you Quinton, for helping her
Quinton: no problem.. - I can see him struggling to lie
Jade: ok, I need some sleep. See you guys later - I kick them out and close my eyes..
— I wake up a few hours later. I decide to stay in my room for the rest of the day
- Josh comes in and check if I'm alright. Then he leaves again and I fall asleep..
- 5 months later
— I'm still home, because I throw up every morning. The boys wanted me to go to the hospital, so Quinton and I faked it and told them that I just have a really heavy fever. It can last for months, we added.
- I open my eyes and look down at my stomach. It is already really big, so I wear hoodies everyday. I feel a kick! OMG! My baby just kicked me! This is amazing!!
Jade: Quinton!! - he runs in..
Jade: give me your hand.. - I put his hand on my stomach.. *kick*
Quinton: OMG! This is amazing!
Jade: I know! - We hug for along time
— I am done with sitting in my room and being offline, so I will post an old picture of me by the pool:
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