My new life

Harry - 1

Oh and I forgot to say, this is happening in their eighth year. There is mention of self harm in this chapter, so if you do not want to read it, I'll do a summarize for you.

It's weird to get in the train with Ron and Hermione again. Everyone just sees me as the boy who survive again. The guy who save the wizard world. But it's infuriating because it's not just me. People help me and I am not talking about Ron and Hermione. Almost every person and student that was there to help. And most importantly, people died. Mothers were left childless and children were left orphans. Teddy is never going to meet his parents and that's on the war. Fred died, leaving is twin alone. And I can't help but thinking it's my fault even if they all tell me that I ended it and it's not my fault, I still feel guilty. And that's why when I am alone, I can't help hurting myself to forget all of the people that died. Each victim of the war deserve a scar somewhere, so why not on me. Anyway, I was going to get on the Hogwarts express for the last time. In the middle of the ride, I just had to leave the compartment because Hermione and Ron are just snogging each other and I just could take anymore. After yelling at them that I was still there, I stormed off in the corridor to collide with Malfoy. Awesome, just perfect Malfoy with his perfect hair. He changed a lot during the summer. Like a lot. Then out of the blue he grabs me and pull me to the next empty compartment.

- Malfoy what the fuck!

- Oh shut up Potter and just listen to me. 

Harry is feeling guilty about the war and feels weird about going to Hogwarts again. In the middle of the train ride, he leaves the compartment because Hermione and Ron are kissing. He collides with Malfoy who pulls him in a compartment to talk.