Birthday Boy

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Dear diary,

Today is my birthday. The present from my father was that he stormed into my room at 3AM, drunk and yelling that I stole his car keys, he doesn't even own a car... Guess it's the most I will get from him.

I don't even want to call him dad honestly, he doesn't act like one. But still, deep inside I love him, I just wish he would do more for us and our bond, I used to love him more when I was little and I could proudly call him my dad...

My first day at school was alright. Everyone ignored me and doesn't know im gay, well I didn't see any signs they know it so, probably good for now.

It's all alright, no one can be with me for longer than a day, not friends nor boyfriends. It's maybe due the fact I lost my trust in people, but you can't blame me for it honestly.

Well I have to go to work at Starbucks, applied yesterday and they told me to start this evening, must be short on people.

Love, birthday boy

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Btw about trigger warnings, there maybe will be a bit swearing but other than that there wont be much I think

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