What we have(girl X girl)

I cant do it

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Song:when you can't sleep-mice of men.

As six o clock rolls around I get up,leaving Teagan sleeping. I walk downstairs and wait outside with the new item, leanna pulls up and walks up to me. "Hey" I look up and lightly smile "hi" she stares at me "here."

She hands me the money and I hand her the stuff. "Thanks." "Any time." I feel a tear roll down my cheek and wipe it fast. "I have to go." I mumble as I get up,go to the car,turn it on,and leave.

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I pull up to the grave yard,walk to my grandparents grave,and sit between them. As tears pour down my face I begin to speak but it comes out as lows as a whisper. "Hey guys." I kiss the tomb stones. "I miss you... 301 came back and I'm scared. I'm gonna loose my fiancé... I'm gonna loose my life.. I'm already loosing my mind." I cry harder as I feel my heart shatter

"I can't do this anymore. I don't wanna put Teagan in danger and I have to let her go." I take a deep breathe and hug my knees to my chest. "I just don't want to loose her.. Or my sister." Wipe my tears but they keep coming. "There's no stoping the pain is there?" I sigh and stare at the sky. "Hey" I jump and turn around only to see Teagan. "How long have you been here?" "Long enough." I scoot over and she sits next to me.

What is she doing here? I wipe my eyes and stare at the clouds. "Baby..." Teagan whispers and I look at her "don't leave me." She wipes the tears as they fall from her beautiful brown eyes and I can't stand to see her cry.

I wrap my arm around her and pull her close, I feel her crying in my chest and I stare at the sky hoping to see a sign of some sort.

"Teagan I don't want you to get hurt." "You'll.hurt.me.by.leavingggg" she cries harder and pants between each word. "Please don't cry." I kiss her head "don't leave me." I shake my head. "It's just to protect you." "No!" She yells and looks at me with red puffy eyes "I can take care of myself!" I nod and look her in the eyes "I love you so much and if anything happened to you I wouldn't be able to live with myself."

She pecks my lips and puts her forehead to mine "I love you too and I'm staying with you." I nod "how'd you find me?" "Leanna" I nod.

"Promise me you won't leave me." Teagan looks at me as if her heart has been shattered. Like I took away her family... Like she can feel what I feel. "Baby I promise I'm not leaving you. Promise you won't leave me?" She nods " I won't leave you I promise." She kisses me and I kiss back,tangling my fingers in her hair,and I put my hand on the small of her back. I slowly pull away and take a deep breathe, I lightly smile and wipe away Teagan's tears with my thumbs.

"Let's go home." She nods,gets up,and starts walking to Leanna's car. "Grandma..grandpa. I love that girl, she's the only person who hasn't stepped on my broken pieces and since you left she's the only one that's made me feel loved... She's my everything and I want you to watch over her not me because she's the reason I'm here.."

I walk to my car,get in,start it,and drive behind Teagan back to the house.

--at the house 8:00pm

We walk in together and see Carla with leanna watching Kate upton dance on TV. "Hey liv." Leanna says and smiles at me "hey." I yawn "hey sis." I nod " hey beautiful." "Hey Carla I want you in bed no later then 12 just kidding 1 because you've got school tomorrow." Carla turns and nods. "Well I moved back home for the school year. But during the summer can I stay here?" I nod "you're welcome any time."

"Thanks." She gets up "I actually gotta go." I nod and hug her "come back soon" I whisper and she squeezes me "I will." She lets go of me and walks out the door. "I better go too Christie and her sister are probably trashing the house." I laugh and hug her as she leaves.

I pick up Teagan and run upstairs with her as she squeals from surprise. "Liv!" "It's almost bed time!" I smirk "babyyyy im being homeschooled member?" I nod "that's right." I lay in bed with her. "But I just wanna cuddle with you and fall asleep with you in my arms." She smiles and blushes as she cuddles close to my chest.

We lay there talking about the wedding and how she wants both of us to wear a dress. "Can't I wear a suit." She playfully hits my arm "stop baby for me!! Wear a dress." I giggle and nod. "Only for you."

I put on the movie she's the men and we watch it while cuddling close.. I feel her fall asleep by 12:00am and I smile "I love you." I whisper,turn off the movie,and close my eyes. "I love you more." I smile wide and slowly fall asleep with my fiancé in my arms and a smile on my face.