Scars Never Fade

Chapter 14. We Found Love.

'We went to your grandma's house for the night. If you need to contact me, number's bellow 

Goodnight Zayn.  

~Mum.

910-000-0000'

I sighed and looked at the time, 3:49am. I shifted my gaze back to my desk where i had fallen asleep, my eyes stopped at the canvas drawing in front of me. What was happening to me? Its like i have a split personality, one minute I just want to spend all my time with her, and then next thing you know, i can't stand her. I looked outside and saw the trees and leaves blowing rapidly in the frigid wind. Typical weather. I looked at my sketch that i was working on, and wasted all my time with, i picked the thin sheet of paper up, and took it with me to the window, i rubbed my neck a bit, because when you fall asleep on a desk, it really hurts you. I unlocked the hinges on the window, and stuck my hand out, feeling the wind fly past my hands, i grabbed the piece of paper, and with one final look, i threw the portrait of Scarlett out the window, knowing very well that i was going to regret this later. Since i slept practically all afternoon, i wasn't tired anymore, and nobody was awake, it was the middle of the night anyways. I took my phone out and looked at my messages  

No Mew Messages.  

I was getting frustrated, why wasn't she answering me? I groaned and trudged downstairs, i turned into the kitchen and opened up the fridge, feeling the cool air blow against my once warm skin. I dug around for awhile but finally settled on a glass of milk and a sandwich, not the best choice considering i haven't eaten in 24+ hours, but i was way to lazy to make anything. I grabbed a movie from the collection at the side of the tv, and ran upstairs with my food, i set everything on my bed side table, i changed into sweatpants, and no top. I walked by the window and stared at it for awhile, no trace of the sketch, it was gone. I sighed and turned off the lights, i jumped into my bed and got comfy, i put in the movie and grabbed the sandwich, and thats how i spent the rest of the night... Well... Morning.

•Niall's POV•

Everyone seriously needs to calm the potato's down. I'm usually known as the carefree mofo in the group, but even i'm depressed. Alicia is just going nuts, i don't even know whats happening with her. Harry is either some confused demon, or doesn't understand his feelings for Scarlett. Louis is all tense now, i don't even know what happened to him? He used to be the one making us all laugh during our silly fights or disagreements, he's the one causing them now. Liam and I were so close, 

and now, he's barely talking to me, we used to tell each other everything! Kat and Brianna seem to be distant now too... and on top of that Kat acts so awkward around me, i used to love her infectious laugh, and beautiful smile, Where did my Kat go... Where did my old friends go? I looked over and saw a picture of all 8 of us Last year. I remembered that day so well! We went to the Carnival, it was so much fun, we laughed, and smiled, and shared great memories, all 8 of us. I laughed at the memory of us at the zoo, where Liam fell face first into the the elephants... poo. And the time at the Lake, and My birthday. 

I felt a warm liquid fall from my left eye,  

"Damn it, Niall!" i cursed to myself, i'm such a wimp! I promised my self i wouldn't cry. I sighed and started my 5 minute walk to the movies, where i would at least get to hang out with Harry. I walked briskly, i wanted to watch Titanic, i know, i know. I'm watching it with Harry, blah, blah, blah. I don't care you cunt buckets. I love that movie, and its a movie where i can cry, and nobody will care! I reached the front gate and bought a ticket, Harry can buy his own. I bought an extra large Popcorn, Nachos, a large root beer, a few Candy bars for me, its not much, but i'm saving room for Nando's later. I felt a vibration against my left leg, I got a text, I put the popcorn bag in my mouth, and carefully pulled out my phone,