Scars Never Fade

Chapter 14. We Found Love.

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A/N- This chapter is really sad, 

so brace yourself. 

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•Zayn's POV•

I swirled my cereal about a million times already. It was now soggy, and soft. I didn't feel like eating anymore, I put the silver spoon down into the half full bowl of cereal and pushed the mess to the side of the table, i shifted in my seat a bit and stretched for my phone.  

No New Messages. 

I sighed, i sent a message to Scarlett last night, she didn't reply, i guess i was kinda stupid to think she was going to reply, she is in the hospital. It was as so strange, It was just last week i was calling her names, Abusing her, Physically, Verbally, and who knows, maybe mentally. I didn't want to be her friend, but at the same time i didn't want her to stop talking to me. I glanced over to the analog clock hanging up on the wall, 8:26am, i sighed. I put both my hands on the table and pushed myself off the chair, stumbling a bit from the lack of sleep. I grabbed my phone, and put the dishes in the sink, my mom will probably wash them. I trudged up the stairs, and stopped in front of my bedroom door, grabbing the doorknob, i swiftly pushed the door, and closed it tightly shut behind me, i placed myself gently onto the chair in front of my desk, i reached across for my note pad, and flipped to a new page, and started to sketch simple features.  

Bright blue eyes, with silver linings.  

Small pink lips.  

Perfectly shaped nose, with a little piercing to the side.  

Long thick eyelashes, 

a small face.  

And vibrant blue hair.  

I drew, and drew, a simple sketch was turning into a work of art, i didn't stop, i just kept going, ignoring my mom calling me down to eat, i didn't speak, i didn't move, my wrist was the only moving part of me. My eyes roamed over the portrait in front of me. My eyes suddenly became heavy, i took one quick glance at the clock, 11:57pm, and my eyes closed shut.

[Dream.]

Her hair blew wildly as she came down the skateboard platform, she had a huge grin on her face as she jumped around, Skipping through the never ending field of green grass, i chased after her, and caught the smiling beauty in my arms. I looked at her flawless face, beam at me, The wind blowing her hair in all directions,  

"Sing to me Scar." I whispered gently. She looked at me and spoke ever so softly,  

***Listen to THE MUSIC VIDEO OF We Found Love by Rihanna, now!***

"It's like you're screaming, and no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed; That someone could be that important. That without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts, You feel hopeless; like nothing can save you, And when it's over, and it's gone 

You almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back, So that you could have the good." She looked me directly in the eyes, She ran out of my grasp and started to skip around, arms spread out wide, and she started to sing,

~~ Yellow diamonds in the light 

Now we're standing side by side 

As your shadow crosses mine 

What it takes to come alive...~~

She ran into a little corner shop and gave me a warm kiss, she jumped onto a little table and started dancing wildly, her hands in her hair.