His Kind Of Love (BxB)

Chapter 10

His Kind of Love

By : Drive Drie

Chapter 10

Third Person

Help me from falling

Mahigit dalawang buong linggo Hindi nagpinansin Ang magkaibigan. Namiss ni Gerald si keanu makasama, makausap at makakulitan. So napagdesisyonan ni Gerald na puntahan si Keanu sa rooftop. Madalas kasing nagtatambay Doon si Keanu. Alam na Alam iyon ni Gerald Kasi palagi itong nakabantay sa malayo. Sinabi man niya na ayaw niya munang makasama si Keanu ay siya naman ay pinaparusahan dahil sa paglipas ng mga araw namimiss niya Ito.

Gerald's POV

I ran up the stairs to the rooftop as hurriedly as I could. I wanna see him as soon as possible! I found the door open, and I don't know why but I just peeked silently.

I saw Keanu, sitting there as usual, hugging his legs and burrowing his chin on them. But the one thing that bothered me the most, is that his unusual sad, lonely face. I haven't seen him like this for a long time.

My heart beats faster so I breathed deeply and called him casually. "Oiii ken!" I giggled and waved my hand as I usually do. His eyes widened as he looked surprise to see me but then looked so relieved.

"Gerald?" he really stood up in surprise. Umm, is it unusual for me to be here?

"I'm sorry, I'm late, !" I tried my best to calm the atmosphere and came closer to him.

"I-I thought you're not coming!" He stepped his left foot back. That made me worried a little

"Why would I? I just came a little late, that's all." Actually I come because I miss you.

"B-but, but you're avoiding me these past few days! I thought maybe you're still mad at me or something..." he looked down and played his hands. I noticed the pink blush on his cheeks. Damn! He's too cute!

"Let us all forget it okay?."

He looked up to face me. "Okay?"

I don't know what came to me but I suddenly hugged him tightly which surprised him.

"Oi Gerald. ! Oi, what're you doing,!?" he struggled, trying to let go but I just giggled and hugged him tighter.

"Keanu?"

I love you too much that I'm scared if you'll be gone from my eyes...

I think this kind of love is not brotherly love anymore

"Ano ba hihihi. Naiipit nako." Hindi ko Alam pero parang naninibago ako sa kanya ngayon. Noong una ay okay lang sa kanya ma yakapin ko siya. Pero ngayon parang gusto niya ng kumalas sa yakap ko. So I hugged him even tighter and giggled playfully, "Not yet please!"

Hugging him like this... It's... So warm... It feels so good... I miss him so much that I'm afraid to let him go...

"Ano ba pareho tayong lalaki! Ang awkward nito." he let out a deep sigh and gave up struggling.

"It's fine. We're bestfriends."

He gave a deep sigh again. I felt his hands slowly hugged me back.

Keanu's POV

Yeah, it's fine like this. We're bestfriends. It makes me glad. I won't say I'm gonna give up my feelings, but I'll hide them. I don't wanna ruin this friendship. It maybe hard, since I'm still falling deeper for him. But I gotta choose what's best. I have to be satisfied. Cause I love him.

Don't worry I will do my best to end from falling. Just this friendship to be safe.

"Oiii ken hihihi." I chuckled too. "Napaka loner mo pala kapag Wala ako ha?"

"Haaa?" he said and I let him go

"Hihihi. Nakita kita kanina. Ang lungkot mo tingnan "

He smirked which made me completely red. Totoo kasi

"Stu-stupid! That wasn't! I was just--" I paused. Anong sasahihin ko?

He raised his eyebrows, waiting for what Im going to say.

"Wala. Kaya ganun ako kasi patulog nako non. Oo ganun Yun" Sana maniwala siya.

"Okay" but I know deep inside he's not convinced

Umupo kami sa sahig. I yawn. Ganitong mga oras ay natutulog ako. Pinikit ko ang mga mata. Dahan dahan naman niyang ginigiyahan ang ulo ko sa lap niya.

I snap out of it. Kung magpapatuloy tong kasweetan niya. I may have a hard time to end from falling for him. Baka sa pagkakataon Ito hindi ko na talaga maiisasalba ang pagkakaibigan namin

Nagpalabas ako ng hangin. Siguro hindi nalang ako matutulog.

"Hindi ka matutulog?" Not on your lap. Kasi baka binigyan ko nanaman ng malisya

"Ahhhm, Ken, you said you're a homo cause you just like another guy, right?"

* Badump!!

Bigla na lamang lumakas ang tibok ng puso ko. I’ve never expected this one. "Ah, mm, yeah. Why?"

"Who is that guy? You distracted me last last week!"

My heart raced and sweat covered my hands. Ah, so he really doesn't get it. What a hopeless guy. I smiled on the thought. "Forget it. I already gave up on him."

I know it’s not fair on my heart, but I wanna save this friendship than being selfish. I must. I don’t wanna lose him. I don’t wanna forfeit this friendship.

"Ehh? Then, who was it? Come on, tell me, please?" he gripped my arm and shook me.

"Is it Nikolai?"

"Shut up, I'm sleeping." I faked a yawn, and pretended to be asleep.

"Oi, ken ! Wala namang nakakatulog mg ganyan ka bilis e! That's really unfair! I said, tell me! Oii!"

He continued bugging, shaking, and asking me and I continued ignoring him, giggling, and pretending to be asleep.

Ahh... maybe that side of him is the one that attracted me. His carelessness, slowness, stupidness, and of course his cuteness. He’s dumb but that’s really cute of him.

I'm not gonna be so selfish. I'll try my very best to maintain this friendship that I treasured more than anything in my life.
...

So I have decided to rescue myself from falling with my best friend.