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you never knew,
and you never will,
but you were a muse to a lot of my poems
and to a lot of my tears

every song had become
about you
so now I'm deleting
all my playlists

every dream had become
about you
so now my nights are
sleepless

FUCK YOU
for ruining everything
I can't watch a fucking
romance movie anymore

without
hollowness spreading,
cutting through my chest
with its thorns

because I now know you never gave a shit
and it's not fair
for me to feel so much
and for you to feel so little

but it's your loss
you motherfucker
because I got another poem out of the tears
and you got...your misery.

(I don't think you're actually miserable,
but I sure wish to the gods that you are)

so here's a big giant
FUCK YOU to you
because I know I will never say it to your face
but God, do I want to

and God, do I also want to punch you
and crush your bones into a million pieces
and make sure no dog eats those
because your idiocy might just be contagious

you never knew,
and you never will,
but I liked you a lot
and now I hate you more than that
for not liking me back.

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