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Lilly's pov
It had been a week since my fight with Harry, I dreaded waking up in the mornings, I started missing lunch and dinner because the idea of seeing him anymore than I already did crushed me little by little. He seemed to be doing fine, but Ginny says he's good at covering. Things like that up. It was a Saturday, as everyone else left for their trip to hogsmede I sat on the sofa in the dorm "I'll bring you back some sweets" dean said as he grabbed ginnys hand and walked out.
I sat all alone, watching the fire slowly move side to side, things haven't felt right since the fight with Harry. I feel like I've lost a part of me, like without him I'll never be myself again. For 7 years I've been around him, 7 years of watching him grow up, 7 years of falling more and more in love with him. I never thought he'd do something like that to me, I stuck by him through everything even when he hid things and one little thing I had to hide he lost all faith in me.
As my mind drifted into more thought I hadn't realised the black haired boy sitting down near me "Lilly?" Harry said, I jumped. Looking towards him I moved further up the sofa "I'm not here to fight, I just wanted to talk" he said softly. I looked him in the eyes before nodding and he began "Lilly, I never wanted to hurt you. It's not that I didn't trust you it was that I was scared of loosing you again. The month I spent without you were painful, I felt alone all of the time because I couldn't see you, I couldn't hear your giggle when someone said something funny, I couldn't hear your fights with seamus when you argued over quidditch. I couldn't see your smile when we sat at the black lake...I couldn't see you. I understand how important finding your mum is to you and I should of listened to you. I've realised that you were right about Kingsley and his lies, over the week I read through old letters from the ministry and noticed he mentioned you quite a lot" he said, handing me the pile over
"He talked about how you were just like your father and I shouldn't be with someone so dangerous. That night when I told mcgonogall where you had went...it wasn't me saying it, it was him. He's been filling my head with these lies for weeks now" he said, his eyes filling with tears "I love you Lilly, I never would of intentionally hurt you" he said, grabbing my hand but I pulled away and he sighed "I love you too Harry, but I can't forgive you. Not right now. I need more time, what you done whether Kingsley controlled you or not was still you. You still brought up my past and embarrassed me infront of my friends, you still went and told on me when you knew I would never lie to you.....I won't be able to see my mum for merlin knows how long Harry and it's because of you" I whispered, turning away
"I don't know what else to say, just know I love you Lilly. I always have and that won't change over one fight. Your my one and only, whether you see it now or not, I'm not going to loose you again" he said, getting up and placing a kiss on the top of my head before walking out. When I heard the door shut I burst into tears, my mind all over the place.
"Miss Malfoy" mcgonogal said as me and Pansy walked to dinner "yes?" I questioned "My office, your brother is already there" she said before walking towards it. I left Pansy and caught up with her, as she opened the door I saw a familiar figure standing by draco "m..mum!?" I shouted "Lilly!" She cried with open arms, I dived in them and we sunk to the floor
"Mcgonogal told me what happened and she found me, bringing me back here" mum cried, I looked up at mcgonogal and she winked "oh mum" I cried, she wiped my tears and looked at me "Who hurt you?" She asked "what do you mean?" I questioned "someone hurt you?" She said, I looked at draco and he nodded, encouraging me to tell her "Me and Harry...we...I think we've broke up" I said, holding in my tears "Why dear?" She questioned
"He..he stopped trusting me, he ruined the plan to find you. He thinks I'm going to turn into dad" I cried, "oh my love" she said, holding me tight. She sat both me and Draco down to explain everything "I can't stay, if the ministry know I'm here I'll be in trouble. Shaklebolt is looking for me, you see before the war Voldemort left something in our house. I've destroyed it but the ministry want it back, they think because I went into hiding I was going to try and bring him back. It was the cursed knife your aunt left behind. He thinks she turned it into a horcrux but I got rid of it before anyone could find out" she said, we nodded along
"You see my dears, the ministry want to stop the Malfoy/ black bloodline. They believe that we all were born with evil in our blood. They believe we can over run them one day and take over like Voldemort always wanted. Of course this isn't true but they are picking us off one by one, you two are well protected in the school but the fear is that this may be the last time I see you two" she said, a tear slipping down her face "Mum we can do something about this, we can talk to him. Have the ministry understand it isn't true" draco said, his face becoming pale
"oh my dear" she said, placing a hand on his cheek "I love you both very much, but there is nothing we can do. The only way to prove him wrong is to show him we aren't all evil. You have both bloodlines running through you, you show them that you aren't who they think you are" she said, I nodded. Gripping her hand tightly "I'm proud of both of you, you both have become so much more than I ever expected you too. Your father would be so proud" she said, holding us in a hug "Narcissa" mcgonogal said, "it's time", mum nodded and stood up.
She went to Draco first and said her goodbye. My eyes filled with tears as she turned to me "Lilly, my brave girl" she said, wiping away the tears "You are my sunshine, my angel. I love you so much, promise me you will go chase your dreams" she said, holding back her tears "this isn't the last time I'll see you!" I said, my voice cracking. She only smiled "go get that boy potter back, and then go be the strong girl you are" she said, I nodded as she stepped back. My hand gripped dracos as she stood into the fire and disappeared. From behind my hand came muffled sobs and mcgonogal came over to comfort both of us "You both are very strong. I know you can do this" she said
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Lilly Malfoy
FanfictionWhat if Draco Malfoy had a little sister, how would he act in the war? And more importantly how would he react if he found out that she was secretly dating Potter too?
