Confused Love

Chapter 16

Luca closes the cage door to the last dog.

"Look, Erin.. what happened last night.."

I cut him off.

"–Will never happen again.. Agh I'm so sorry.. we were both drunk which I really regret. I'm.. really embarrassed. I promise it will never happen again."

Luca looks taken back, "Oh.. ok.."

I look at his face, "Shoot I'm sorry I cut you off. Is that what you were going to say?"

Luca shakes his head, "Yeah, yeah. That's what I was going to.. say.... I'm sorry too, Erin."

I smile, "It was both our faults.. not just yours."

I sigh and rub my forehead as we walk to the cats.

"That was probably the stupidest thing I've ever done. But listen I need you know I'm not that type of person."

Luca shakes his head again, "Me too. I'm not that type of person. I guess we were just.. uhm.. drunk."

I purse my lips and nod.

"So.. let's just forget about that."

Luca looks up, "No yeah. Of course. It's better to forget."

He sighs through his nose.

"Woah.. I am never drinking alcohol again.."

I laugh short, "Yeah me too."

"I'm just glad we didn't...."

Luca trails off. But I get what he's says.

"No yeah me too."

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I bite my lip and fidget with my hairband as Aria tells me exactly what happened last night.

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"Arghh... I'm so embarrassed."

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"No, Aria, it's not just that I was drunk. I nearly had–"

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"It's not normal! I'm in eleventh grade not even age to drink."

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"I don't knoww... I only remember making out with him mad."

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I laugh.

"Aria, he was just as drunk as me. We were both acting dumb."

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"You really think that?"

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"Ok thanks."

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"Yeah byee."

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I hang up and lay in my bed.

So here's what happened. We made out. A lot. And I remember it. We were both being crazy, french kissing and all. We must have really made out crazy because Luca has a hickey on his collarbone and I have two. One on my neck and the other a little lower the collarbone. He tore my Heather McNamara blazer and skirt. My bra was stretched and my skirt had a small tear. Luca didn't tell me about his clothes but I do remember touching his bare abs. After thinking we might pass out, we made out some more in the bed but surprisingly neither of us took off all our clothes. Then we did pass out.

Cynthia found us and woke us up. We were both half asleep when we left the house. Luca's friend took him home and Aria took me home.

It was a mess.

I've never regretted something so much ever in my life before.

I'm still not sure about my feelings for him. Some string in my heart still pulls when I see Noah. But when I see Luca the thinnest string pulls weakly at my heart. There's basically nothing there.

But I don't have time to think about this right now. I have a heck ton of homework to do.

(i'm sorry for short chapter, i'm going to finish this book soon bc it's dragging a bit)

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but i hope you enjoyed to the few people who actually read this

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