High school

chapter 1

Aurora

Love
        Four letters  often misused the cause of many problems its one of the most strong emotions.

Then there's Hate, four letters it's also a strong emotion. The difference is the other is beautiful while the other is not. But both can bring pain,anger and sadness.

But when you feel both it's the most painfully beautiful thing in the world it's like sitting on a cloud then before you know it you are falling hard. That's why it's called falling in love cause eventually you are going to land on the hard cold ground but maybe if you are lucky you can land on soft pillows.

Unfortunately I am not as lucky. I was in my car preparing myself for the last ride, my senior year of high school. I did not want to come but here I am. Let me explain you see I was not afraid of being the outcast nor was I afraid of being social.

I was the leader of the cheer team and I was a social bird so it was neither. I was afraid of Kingston my boyfriend no not him but our relationship.

I was mentally exhausted with this but I loved him and the good moments we spent together I can't let all that go but I was drained.

This relationship took my energy it drained me the next minute we are cuddling he's telling me he loves me then the other day he's making out with another girl. We break up,I watch him suck faces with other people then the next night am in his arms.see I am tired.

But am not tired of the way he looks at me, how passionately he kisses me when he's won a game I love him and that's enough. I fiddle with my bracelet that he gave me on Valentine.

I take a deep breath to calm my anxiety. Everything will be alright I am just over reacting ok get it together Aurora.

I get out of the car to be met by stares it's like this every year. People should get a life. I pass through the hallway to my locker.

I find a very happy Ella there waiting for me with donuts and coffee in her hands. "Oh my God I needed coffee thanks" I say grabbing the coffee from her hands.

"Good morning to you too, oh my summer yeah it was pretty good this coffee is for you thanks for asking" Ella my best friend says sarcastically. I just roll my eyes. "Good morning Ella how was your summer and thank you for the coffee,happy"

We start walking to our first class. "You Know Amber" Ella asks. Amber was one of the cheerleaders. She was pretty, popular and was part of the last two people who Kingston has never slept with on the cheer team.Ella was the other.

"Yeah what's up" I ask taking a seat in the back. "She's a mess today her hair is in a messy bun and she didn't straighten it.It's scary seeing Amber messy" she says looking slightly worried.

"Of course she's a mess her mother died a month ago I don't relate but she just needs time" I tell her as the teacher walks in and starts teaching.
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I had history and I loved it I shared this period with Kinston but that's not the reason I loved it. It's just so interesting.

I take a seat in the front cause then I could hear better than just seeing people sleeping. The teacher walks in and smiles at me, he was a sweet old man ok he was mean but he liked me.I smile back as I straighten in my seat.

A minute after Kingston walks in he looks at me and winks then he walks to the back. Ok I sorta forgot to mention we were on a break from our relationship and I asked for it. summer was great and I think I needed this now here's the reason am scared.

He will charm me back into his arms that's why am scared. Him just winking at me was enough to make me want to hug him and strangle him at the same time.

I tune back to the lesson while wishing myself luck.
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It was lunch and I didn't want to sit on the cheer squad table so I looked around the cafeteria I spot a girl reading a book. I head over to her and take a seat she doesn't take her eyes off her book so I clear my throat and startled she looks at me confused. she has blue eyes and brown hair with a pale skin.

"Hi you don't mind me sitting here do you" I ask her she shakes her head still confused. "No not at all" I wonder why she's confused. "Why do you look confused"  I finally ask her.

"Oh I just I have been home schooled so today is my first day at school I read a lot of cliche books I just thought you would be...." She trails off. I chuckle at that "mean you thought I would be mean" I ask her amused. I love cliche movies and books they're classics.

"Yeah I guess I was wrong tell me about this school" she says she was not blushing which was surprising. I guess I also assumed things.

"Well the cafeteria food is awesome. We have cheerleaders who are fake but they are to busy with their own lives to bully nerds and most of them are smart so yeah, it's either you are the next person in line of the family business so you can't be dumb and if you are no one cares if you are smart no one cares" I tell her biting my donut. This stuff is to die for.but it's true no one cares about whether you are dumb or not. They care about who's going to be the first one to sleep with cute new guy who's dating who who got a butt implant. I mean it's cliche here and there but that's it.

"Okay I think I will be okay" she says smiling at me. "I have nothing to do wanna come over at my place" I know what you're thinking she's insane how can she invite someone she doesn't know. I'm thinking the same thing, any way.

"Oh sure I would have just reread a book" she says just as I see Ella approaching us. "Hey guys" she says like she's known...wait I don't know her name. I am so stupid. "I'm so sorry I didn't get your name, I'm Aurora" I finally introduce myself "Am Sarah" she answers before leaving. I turn to look at Ella.

"There's a party tonight are you coming" I knew exactly what she was talking about. Every year Kingston threw a party on the first day of school. Was I going? "yeah" I answer Ella. She gave me a 'really' look. "Yeah Ells am going now let's go to our next class" I shared lots of classes with Ella which I liked. I was going cause Kingston's sister was back and I wanted to see her. She was my friend and she was nice but sassy too. She had gone to pursue her dreams in a lA as an actor but she was back for senior year.we went to our next class.
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It was time to go home and I was waiting for um Sarah yeah am bad with names. I spot her and I walk over too  her. "Hello there is this party am going to wanna come along" I ask her as we pass Amber and Ella I wave at them as they wave back. "Yeah sure but what am I going to wear" she asks since she is coming over at my place. "You can wear some of my clothes" we get in my car I look at her she looks conflicted. "It's ok" I assure her as we drive at my place. "Wait how did you come at school didn't we leave your car" I ask her as realization finally settles in my dumb mind. "Oh I came with my friend our parents know each other and he just moved here from Italy" she explains as we arrive at my house.
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We are currently in my room getting ready for the party. Sarah is actually an awesome person to hang around. I decided on wearing a plaid button up shirt and a short black dress that hugs my curves on top it has a belt that has a chain and a slit on the side I wore that with long black boots. Sarah wore a scrunch black tube top with a plaid black and white skirt and black boots we're kinda matching. Let's see how this party goes.
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This is the first chapter!!! And the bracelet at the top is the one she was fiddling with and the multicouple edit is how I would describe their relationship I will update I don't know when but soon.
Lots of love
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