My best friends brother

Chapter 4:

It was currently 2:08 am in the Tomlinson household. Louis was in his room wide awake letting his thoughts run wild as Eleanor slept next to him naked. YEA NAKED! As in they had SEX! Only because Eleanor wanted to and Louis needed a distraction. Did you almost say Harry's name the entire time.... yes but we won't talk about that.

He kept on thinking how this was going to work. Would Harry just be a quick hook up or a boy friend. Louis likes the second option but he didn't want to be gay, only because his whole life he was told it was bad by the kids at school, not by his mom, his mom and siblings would support him 100% so what stopped him.He was fragile, he couldn't handle the name calling and he couldn't handle the constant stares he would get.

Louis almost began to cry so he put on his boxers and some sweats and  went to the bathroom only to bump into a shirtless Harry Styles.

"Lou? Hey are you ok?" Harry asked staring into Louis eyes. Louis just looked up at him opening his mouth but no words will come out, so he shook his head no and continued to the bathroom with Harry close behind him.

As soon as Louis heard the bathroom door close and lock he sunk down to the floor and cried, cried on all the pressure he had cried because he had to leave someone and cried because he was scared.All Harry could do was hold him and say sweet words into his ear.

"Lou please tell me what's wrong, I-I just want to help" Harry said with pleading eyes at Louis

"I'm Scared Haz, I-I don't know what to do, Haz i like you a lot but then there's Eleanor and- and i can't do the name calling you know that and i don't want to break someones heart." Louis said crying into Harry's chest, but little did Louis know he already broke Harry's heart with that one sentence.

"Lou you thought it was easy for me?I still get called names as I walk down the hall I came out two years ago, I still get shit on and then i'd come here and cry to your sister, Lou I almost killed myself over it. Yeah it's hard,but at least if you come out someone will be there. I was alone Lou and it sucks, but you already broke someones heart and that's mine and Lottie's. You broke mine thinking I had a chance and thought we would be something and I was wrong I-I don't want to be just a hook up Lou i'm human and Lottie is heartbroken that you let someone walk all over you. She feels the same towards me. Lou I like you so much so so much but i'm not going to get my heartbroken again, so please give me some space and come to me when you made a decision."Harry said with hot tears down his face. He looked at Louis one last time before getting up and leaving.

Harry went back to Lottie and cuddled up with her as he silent cried she woke up and they talked about it. While Louis was crying his eyes out when his mom walked in to ask what was wrong.

"Louis sweetie you need to make a choice, you can't keep putting Harry through this he has feelings and he has boys lining up to be with him so please be smart."Jay said as she kissed the top of Louis head before checking on Lottie and Harry. 

Louis went back to bed with a plan, and Harry went back to bed smiling. None of them prepared for tomorrow.