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I guess love took on a different kind of meaning for me.

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I tried to focus as I studied across the picnic table from Arielle, but I couldn't get my mind off of Sunday.

I drove her home, and she didn't say a word to me. In fact, she hadn't said a word to me since, "Don't touch me." I wish I knew why it hurt so much to hear those words.

The music I played calmed my nerves for a while. Then I felt a soft tap on my shoulder.

"I want to talk."

I pulled out my earbuds. "Okay. What's up?"

"I'm sorry about what happened on Sunday."

I shrugged. "Don't worry about it."

"Christian... I'm not sure if I'm ready for a relationship. Chase really hurt me. When I dropped that glass, I was ready for pain. I went into the fear I always have. I need something different."

I tried to mask my disappointment. "Okay."

"I do like you, Christian. And I know you like me too. Staring at me during dance is a dead giveaway."

Heat crept up my cheeks, and she laughed.

"I do want this. I just need to take it slow, okay?"

I nodded.

"And, just so you know, if that happens again, please don't feel hurt. It's not against you. I'm inside my head, and there's nothing you can do about that."

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