Played || Jung Jaehyun

13

He needs affection? I'm gonna give him.

After our little meeting with Yuta, he went home and I changed into comfy clothes.

I went to the store to buy some wine. Yes, only wine. Who needs food when you have alcohol?

And now I'm in the elevator, in Jaehyun's building, at 8 in the evening.

As I'm about to knock on his door, I feel my phone vibrate, Jaehyun is calling me,

"Hello?" I answer,

"Hi Jiyeon, how are you?" I hear his shy voice,

"I'm fine, why did you call me?" I try not to talk loudly, I'm just besides his door,

"I-I wanted to know if you wanted to spend time with me?" He's so cute when he stutters like that.

Without answering, at the same time, I ring his doorbell,

"Oh, wait Jiyeon there's someone at the door" I hear footsteps coming my way, and without even looking through the peephole, he opens the door.

I greet him with a wide smile, and even though he's a bit shocked at first, he returns the smile.

I quickly hang up and walk in his apartment, he closes the door behind us and comes to hug me from behind, I didn't really expect that, I just don't move,

"I'm sorry," he leaves my body, I turn around to face him, "I wanted to hug you suddenly, I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable" I try to catch his gaze but he looks away,

"Hug me again" don't forget Jiyeon, affection, that's what he needs.

Jaehyun's POV

"Hug me again" without hesitating, I take her feminine body in my strong arms,

"You told me to be honest Jiyeon, from now on, everything I'll do or say will come from the bottom of my heart" I smell the perfume in her hair, it's relaxing,

"What happened to you?" She asks me while laughing lightly,

"I'm bored of playing around, I want something real, with you" I press her even more against my body, and we stay like that, just embracing each other.

I don't really know why I wanted Jiyeon to come over. Maybe the alcohol I drank with Taeyong hyung earlier and the little talk we had didn't help.

"What are you gonna do about her?" Taeyong hyung asks me after I mentioned Jiyeon, and our kiss,

"I don't know hyung, I felt something weird when she kissed me last time" I plop down on my couch and he follows me, "my heart couldn't stop beating fast, even when she left, I couldn't sleep" his smile has never been this wide I swear.

I look at him with a questioning look, why is he smiling like an idiot?

"You stupid bitch, it's called love, or at least, the beginning of it" my eyes widen in realization,

"Do you think I like her?" Taeyong hyung flicks my forehead with his finger and puts on a serious expression,

"It's up to you to figure that out Jae, but let me tell you something, you're jealous when she's with someone else, you like to spend time with her, you even stopped talking to other girls since you've met her, I don't know what she did to you but it's good" I sigh, he's right, as always,

"What should I do?" I take my head in my hands, massaging my temples,

"Just be honest with yourself, accept her affection, her love, and don't you dare play with her" I look up at the ceiling,

"I think it's her," hyung turns his head to look at me, "the one who can change me" Taeyong hyung stands up and ruffles my hair like a kid,

"I hope so, because I can't stand to see you playing with girls, you're not only hurting them, you're also hurting yourself in the process"

After he left, I needed to see Jiyeon, and the alcohol in my system made me brave enough to invite her over.

"I brought wine" she breaks the hug and shows me the bottle in her small hands,

"You're the best really" I poke her cheek and lead her to seat on the couch,

"Are you drunk Jung Jaehyun?" She asks me at the sight of my flushed cheeks,

"Just a little bit, don't worry, I'm conscious" she opens the bottle to drink directly from it,

"Will you really be honest to me from now on? How can I believe you after all you've done?" She turns to face me and she's a bit closer to me now,

"It's okay if you don't believe me now Jiyeon" she hands over the bottle and I drink, again, "I quit talking to other girls, I feel something between us Jiyeon, I will change for the better for you" I take her hand in mine and look intensely into her brown eyes,

"I have feelings for you Jaehyun, but it will be hard for me to trust you at first" she doesn't know how her words affect me so much, and she says them so carelessly,

"I know, after all I've done, I don't deserve to be loved, but even if you don't love me back, I want to love you" gosh, my eyes are so watery, I can really be sentimental when I'm drunk, but I mean everything I say.

She takes me in her arms and I allow my head to rest on her shoulder,

"Don't say nonsense, you deserve love, and I'm willing to give it to you if you prove me you're worth it" I hold back my tears and put my head up,

"Why are you so good to me? We don't know each other for a long time, but it's you, the only one that I want" I might say a lot of thing that are on my mind, but at the moment, I don't care,

"I stay because I know you're not a bad boy inside, I know you can be a better man"

Jiyeon's POV

I can feel honesty in his words, it's easier for him because he's drunk. For the first time, I don't doubt what he says.

I know he had a talk with Taeyong because I saw him on my way here, he made things a lot easier for me.

He went from the player to the lover real quick, but he can still do better.

He places his hands on my waist in attempt to hug me, pulling my body close against him.

I lose balance and I find myself on top of him,

"Please don't leave me" his tone is sad and I feel warm tears on my skin falling from his eyes. Alcohol really did him emotional.

I hesitantly place my hand on top of his head and caress it to calm him down,

"Jiyeon, don't leave me" he repeats again, crying a bit more,

"I would never"

Jaehyun is still a child, he needs love and affection, the one that his mother didn't give to him.

It makes me sad for him, I know it's not really his fault if he ended up like that.

It makes it hard for me to break his heart if he soften mine.

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Sorry, I took some time to update, I'm starting to run out of ideas, my chapters are really short and boring,

I hope you're still enjoying the story though 🥺