Snippets

Insecurities

I'm lost
Wandering
In the middle of this rain
My chest heavy with pain

I don't like my body
And my teeth
I don't like my voice
And my gait

I don't like who I am
I don't like the voices in my head
I wanna pull away from the pull
Of this vivid darkness

I don't like my need for attention
I am disgusted by my own reflection
I am breathing hard
Knowing that I don't have a beating heart

I beat myself too hard
For the perfection
From the perspective
Of an imperfect society

All my insecurities
All of my secrets
Spilled over
For someone to pick on

Oh, you're too skinny
Oh, you're too loud
Oh, you're too femme
Oh, you're too much

Everything is too much
Everyone is too much
I'm overwhelmed
Is it all worth the fight?