Gone With the Tide ((MIDORIYA IZUKU X OC))

21

She didn't know whether or not she was being selfish by staying with her newfound friends. Constant thoughts on the amount of pain she could have spared Aizawa by following her father's orders ricocheted in her head constantly throughout that day, and the longer she dwelled on it, the worse she felt.

The events that had transpired within those forty-eight hours made her wonder if escaping from where she was once imprisoned was really a good idea after all. She never anticipated being found by Aizawa, nor did she ever expect to meet Deku, or Mina, or the rest of her relatively charming classmates.  She didn't know what to do with all of the feelings she had been experiencing since she was brought to U.A., and felt dangerously overwhelmed with all that's happened — with all that was inevitably going to happen.

She felt her brow twitch as she swam within the thoughts of her swarming head, but before she was able to get sucked in any further, a knock sounded at her door.

Rin sat up abruptly as the door eased open, and felt her shoulders sag once Deku's head poked in through the opening. He offered her a gentle smile as he let himself in, but Rin neglected to move from her seat as the door shut soundlessly behind him.

"Hey," he greeted quietly, walking up to her. "Haven't really seen you today... are you alright?"

He knelt down beside her with the same smile on his face. It hurt Rin to see him, and it hurt her to know how much he cared about her. He was the last one she was willing to see get hurt; especially because of her.

"I'm..." she trailed off, gaze falling from his as she leaned against the back of her chair. Deku lifted a quizzical brow at her whilst taking her hand.

"Rin?" He said, his tone catching her attention for only a moment before she stood up.

Deku watched as she slid her feet against the ground until stopping in front of her covered window. His hands slid into his pockets as she drew back the curtain to stare at the city lights in the distance, and after another beat of silence, he closed the distance between them with a hand on her back.

"I know everything that's happening is getting to you," he began, tone soft as he rested his cheek on the top of her head. "But... I don't think you know that I'm here for you. No matter what."

"I... know," she said, sighing. "You always are."

"That's right," Deku nodded, sounding a little more hopeful. "Do you want to tell me what's wrong?"

"Papa..." Rin replied, scuffing her heel against the carpet. "He won't stop."

"You're probably right," Deku agreed. His words made Rin throw him an incredulous look. "But neither are we. Not until we stop him. We'll fight for you forever if we have to."

"That's it," Rin said, detaching from his side to throw her hands in the air. Deku turned as she walked into the center of the room. Her back faced him. "I don't want it to. I don't want any of this. Everyone is going to get hurt."

"I know, Rin," Deku replied, reaching his scarred hand out for her. "But —"

"No," she cut him off, grabbing him by the wrist and gesturing to his blemished skin. "Do you want more of these? You'll get more if this goes on. Everyone will. Aizawa will kill himself before he —"

"Rin," Deku grabbed her by the shoulders. "Wounds heal, but the void that'll be left if you leave won't ever be filled again. Don't you understand? We're doing this — defending you — because we want to. We all want you here. I want you here. Everyone's lives have gotten so much better since you showed up! I don't think I've ever seen Mr Aizawa smile as much as he has when you're around! Don't you realize how important you are to each and every one of us?"

"I-I... just.." she trailed off once again to fight off the lump in her throat. "I don't want anyone to get hurt because of me..."

"Rin... look at me," Deku requested gently, taking her by the chin to make her meet his eyes. "As Heroes, getting hurt for the sake of something good is inevitable. If it means that you get to stay here with us... with me, then it's worth it... it's worth more than anything else ever could."

Rin's brow scrunched as tears began to brim her eyes, and the sight of it made Deku pull her into his chest without a second thought. The feeling of his arms around her made the watergates of her tear ducts collapse entirely, and he let her sob. His fingers brushed through her hair comfortingly as he buried his nose into the crook of her neck, and ignored the desperate pinch of her nails in his back as she grabbed onto his shirt.

It was as if she held onto him for dear life, and if that meant she finally understood how important she had become to everyone around her, then so be it.

"Everything is going to be okay, Rin," he cooed, and solidified his promise with a quick kiss on her cheek. "I swear."

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An: sorry for the late chapter y'all! Hope you enjoy :)
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