Got7 Book Of Ships(Closed For Requests)-Unedited

1.I'm Not Jealous (Markson)

NOTE: This book is under the process of editing.Please,don't get turned off by some grammar mistakes if you find them and also by cliche and cheesy momets.Also,this is my original idea and rewriting it anywhere else or translating it without my permission is not nice(not to mention illegal).
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This is the first requested one shot.I hope you like it!

Requested by:afiqahzmn

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He was always watching him.

From the every corner of the room,every single day.It felt like his eyes didn't belong to him and they drifted around by themselves.Every breath Jackson took,step and noise he made,Mark was always there to catch it.He sometimes hated himself for it,wanting nothing more than this silly phase to pass.But his mind and his heart knew that it wan't just a phase.

He was gay,and tragically in  love with his band mate.

It would've been much easier if he was the only one in love with him,though.

Mark also saw the way Youngji was looking at Jackson.She was always close by the handsome male,trying to get his attention with her undeniable charm.Good thing Jackson was so dense to see her poor attempts of seduction.

''Hey Youngji,can you pass me the remote?'' Jackson asked gaze fixed on the screen.Mark,of course, didn't miss the slightly frustrated tone in his voice.He was eager to change the channel.

Without hesitation Youngji was quick with her hands,grabbing the remote and handing it to Jackson with a sly smile.Mark noted how she made an extra point to show of her big lips and white teeth as her face stretched out in a grin.

''Thanks."Was all he replied,changing the channel quickly and patting the seat next to him.In one moment,Mark was ready to smirk and do a victory dance because of Jackson obvious lack of interest in her,but his face fell as she made herself comfortable next to him,snuggling against his side.The one thing that hurted more than their physical contact was the fact that Jackson made no attempt to move away from her.

Unintentionally,a very frustrated sigh escaped Marks lips as he got up quickly off of the couch.

''I'm going to grab a soda."He mumbled unsure if they even heard him.Youngji was too busy staring at Jackson with her big eyes and Jackson was too busy watching a game show on TV.The whole scene would've looked much more bearable for Mark if Jackson's hand wasn't secured tightly around her waist.

Marks adverted his gaze from them,tears building up in his eyes,threatening to spill over.He gulped and turned around heading to the kitchen.Luckily for him,all the other members were out, busy with their schedules, leaving an almost empty dorm.

Almost.

As he opened the fridge,he was able to see a few cans of soda,lined up neatly and one can of beer poking his eyes.With slight hesitation,he pull out that same beer can,hissing at the coldness of the drink spreading quickly onto his fingertips.Quickly,he opened the can making a pleasant sound,before sipping a great amount of liquid from it.He could clearly feel the fizzing on his tongue and slight burning as it passed down his throat.He scrunched up his face in disgust.He didn't even like beer,so why was he drinking it?

'Maybe it would feel less bitter then my one sided love.' He thought, cringing at his own pitiful thoughts.

''Jackson stop!''A loud shriek,followed by a series of giggles entered Marks ears.He narrowed his gaze at the wall trying too hard not to squeeze the life out of the poor can in his hands.

''Give me back the remote,and maybe I'll stop.''Familliar voice replied.Mark decided that i would be best just to go back into his room and avoid further heart damage.But,in order to get there,he needed to pass the living room.Suddenly the whole thirty two steps to his destination seemed like a way up the mountain.But it was the only way.