I'm not good enough (Jimin-centric

•~Chapter 20~•

Jimin looked down at his plate and felt himself shaking.

"D-Do I have to eat this?" He asked as he looked down at his plate filled with food.

A few days have flown by and Jimin was recovering slowly. He took it slowly.

But now his plate was filled with food. He didn't want to eat it. Didn't he do enough?

"Yes Jimin. We want you to recover." The nurse said.

Jimin bit his lip as he looked down at it. His hand shakily reached down to grab his spoon.

Memories flooded in as he did.

"You fat pig? Are you really going to eat all that?"

"Damn you really don't know when to stop do you?"

"Look at the pig stuffing his face."

"Buying clothes like it would fit"

"Get your fat ass on a treadmill."

Jimin stopped reaching for it as tears fell from his face.

He covered his face with his hands.

"I-I can't. I'm so sorry." Jimin sobbed.

The nurses looked at each other, feeling worried.

"Look its okay. Its okay. You tried. For now we'll just stay with the crackers. You have done so well." Ms. Lee said softly as he looked into his eyes.

"Really? You mean it?" Jimin said while wiping his tears.

"Yes. Now rest. You need to recover. We'll come by later with your crackers." She before she exited the room.

Jimin let out a shaky sigh as he wiped away the remaining of his tears. For some reason he didn't feel totally emotionless or empty.

Jimin smiled of the thought that he was finally recovering.
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The member's were getting ready to go back to school since they didn't go back since Jimin had tried to kill himself.

Namjoon picked them up in his mom's car.

The whole car ride felt awkward as Namjoon and Suga were not on speaking terms.

Jin noticed the tension and sighed. It wasn't how it used to be. Back then they were all best friends and got along really well.

But nothing could ever be the same now. They all caused something tragic and no one dared to stop it.

It was bound to happen, Jin thought. The downfall of their friend group. And they all deserved it.

They caused a kid to become suicidal. All because they were stupid and didn't think anything through.

Jin put his head down as he was also part of it. He didn't even try to stop it. He felt sick as he remembered they used to get fun out it. Out of beating Jimin up and throwing punches at him. Even slamming him to the lockers.

Oh how sick he felt. Jin shook his head and wiped his tear so no one could see that he was crying.

"Here." Namjoon said as he parked.

Everyone opened the doors and they all walked closely to each other.

They entered the school and saw many kids talking. Somehow word had gotten around about Jimin.

"Oh that's so sad" they heard a group of girls say as they walked down the hall.

"I feel so bad. He was a good kid."

"He didn't deserve it. I miss him." A girl said as the rest nodded.

The member scoffed as they heard this. These were the same people that laughed at him and made fun of him. Now they're sorry? Bullshit.

Suga gritted his teeth as he heard this. "They don't mean it. They say that shit only for attention." He sharply said.

"Rest in peace Jimin. You don't deserve this." They heard a student say.

"They think he's dead? These people are full of BS." Jin said as he shook his head.

"Fucking assholes. I know we did the same but we fucking mean it. They didn't stand up for shit neither called us out." Jungkook said, now getting angry.

"Oh poor Jimin." Jisoo said and shook her head.

"It's okay. He's in a better place." Jennie said as she comforted her.

Jungkook scoffed. "That bitch hated him. Lying piece of shit." He mumbled.

The members stopped in their tracks when they saw a shrine dedicated to Jimin. Students were shaking their head and putting flowers on it.

"I'm getting so fucking pissed right now. Fucking fakers. WHERE WERE YOU ALL WHEN HE NEEDED YOU?! YOU ALL PUSHED HIM DOWN AND ALLOWED US TO PUSH HIM DOWN! YOU ALL FUCKING CAUSED THIS! YOU DON'T FEEL FUCKING SORRY. YOU'RE THE ONES THAT TOLD HIM TO KILL HIMSELF SO SHUT THE FUCK UP. YOU ALL DON'T MEAN IT!" Suga yelled at the top of his lungs, finally having enough of this bullshit.

By the end of it everyone was staring at him. He was huffing, finally getting it out.

"Mr. Min I will need you to come with me. This sudden outburst is not acceptable. Especially blaming other people for someone taking their own lives." The counselor told him.

"You didn't even stop it. You saw. And you didn't do shit about it. You are the cause. You and everyone else in this shitty school." Suga coldly said as he pointed fingers at the students.

"I'll come with you though. Have fun in hell, fuckers" Suga said as he flipped everyone off, walking away with the counselor.

The members were all shocked. They looked around and saw everyone who had their mouth shuts. Probably because all he said was true.

Namjoon decided he had enough of their bs too.

"Get the fuck out of here and go to your fucking classes!" Namjoon yelled and the students quickly nodded and walked away.

"What just happened?" Jungkook said feeling at lost for words.

"I don't know. But I'm going to visit Jimin. Come with me or not I don't care." Namjoon said as he started walking towards the exit.

The members quickly caught up with him, wanting to go visit Jimin. Even though they knew he wasn't going right forgive them.

Heyyy guys a bitch is back and is feeling so much better. Guess who just moved on😌

I had an epiphany and realized that I shouldn't be crying over a fucking guy. Ima bad bitch and don't need him💅

Ps: word of advice. Don't fall for fuck boys.

Hope you enjoyed and you nice, keep going💕🙌