I'm not good enough (Jimin-centric

•~Chapter 18~•

Jimin looked down at his arms as he sat on the hospital bed. He looked at his arms full of cuts.

All the memories surrounded his mind. Jimin bit his lip as he felt himself tear up.

How did life come to this? Where he was now in a white quiet room, slowly losing his mind.

Jimin tried to blink the tears away but ended up sobbing. He tried wiping the tears but they didn't stop coming.

Oh god he was so miserable.
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Namjoon sat in the waiting area holding his head in his hands. He fucked up. He felt so fucking guilty.

"Namjoon. Come on. We have to go. Jimin will never forgive us." Suga mumbled as he standed over his friend.

"We're so fucking messed up. The fact that he almost drives a kid to suicide. You know how fucked up that is?" Namjoon said as he stared at the floor.

"Namjoon we didn't know-" Suga got cut off.

"No. We didn't care. We didn't see the fucking signs. Especially you. You're still acting like a fucking jerk to him. Its like you don't fucking care that you almost killed him!" Namjoon raised his voice, pointing at Yoongi.

"Hey calm down." Jin stood up.

"Now you're blaming me?! We all fucking did this! You don't think I regret it? You don't think I'm fucking scared right now?! I guess you have your head way up your fucking ass to realize-" Suga got cut off by a fist landing on his face.

Namjoon glared at him, his eyes flaring with anger.

Suga held his cheek and chuckled. "Oh so now you hit me? You wanna fucking go?" He said as he got in a fighting position.

"Guys stop-" Jungkook got cut off by Suga running up to Namjoon and punching him right in the jaw.

Namjoon fought back and they we're both causing a scene. Doctors and nurses came rushing to the waiting room, seeing two boys with bloody and bruised faces fighting eachother.

"YOU'RE THE REASON HE'S LIKE THIS" Suga yelled as they both started rolling on the ground trying to hit each other.

"YOU'RE A FUCKING ASSHOLE AND CAN'T TAKE THE FUCKING TRUTH. YOU DON'T EVEN FUCKING CARE!" Namjoon said as got on top of him and started punching him repeatedly.

The members just stood back, shocked about what was happening.

The doctors ran in and started pulling Namjoon off of Suga. They separated them away from each other, restraining them.

They both glared at each other as they were breathing heavily.

"You guys have to get treated. You follow me." The doctor sternly said as he pointed at Suga.

Suga followed but not before glaring at Namjoon.

Namjoon followed a nurse to get treated, not missing the glare from Suga.

He passed the other members and glared at them too. "Go home." He told them and followed the nurse into the room.

Jungkook felt himself shaking from what just happened. He grabbed Jin's arm, holding it tightly.

Jin took notice of this and pulled him closer. He started comforting the shaking boy, telling him that everything will be all right.

Jin looked at the room Namjoon went before turning around and exiting the hospital.

After a while of walking Jungkook spoke.

"Are we gonna be alright? Is Jimin going to be okay?" He softly asked.

"We can only hope." Jin said as he looked at the other members who were just silent.

'They might not know how to process all of this.' Jin thought as he bit his lip out of nervousness.

He took a deep breath as he's trying to stay strong for them. He has to be the older figure in this and they need him right now.

"Please Jimin. Be okay." Jin whispered to himself.

Sorry for the short chapter. I haven't been updating and the reason for that is that a bitch got her heart broken:/

I'm okay but it has just been hard. I'll try to update more often. Hope you enjoyed this chapter and thanks for reading it.