I'm not good enough (Jimin-centric

•~Chapter 19~•

Suga huffed as the fight with Namjoon replayed in his mind.

He scoffed. How fucking stupid it was. Namjoon fucked up big time.

Suga paced around his room as his blood boiled.

His thoughts her interrupted when he heard a knock on his door.

He walked towards the door and opened to see Jin. "What do you want? Want to tell me how stupid I am?" Suga crossed his arms.

"No. I just don't know what to do. I mean everyone doesn't know how to process this. And poor Jimin. I feel so bad." Jin said as he looked down.

"We all went hard on him. We drove him to this." Suga mumbled.

"Should we go see him?" Jin asked, looking at him.

"We just came back and I'm pretty sure he doesn't want to see us. He yelled at us. He told us to fuck off." Suga said in a harsh tone.

"Are you mad that he told us to fuck off?" Jin asked, sounding surprised.

"Look we tried to be reasonable but he just doesn't want to talk. No point in pushing it. " Suga said.

"What we did was do much fucking worse. I would be fucking pissed at us I was in his place. And we haven't even tried on getting his forgiveness.

We can't just be like oh sorry that we almost killed you. We have to actually try." Jin said, furrowing his eyebrows.

Suga sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose. "Drop it Jin. we'll talk about this tomorrow." Suga said and closed the door on his face.

Jin scoffed and turned around, walking away.
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"C'mon Jimin you need to eat."

"N-No. I don't want to." Jimin said as he shook violently.

The nurse took a deep breath. "Please Jimin. You need to get better."

"I don't want to gain weight. I'm sorry." Jimin said as he looked down at his hands.

The nurse gave him a pitied look. "How about just a cracker for now?" She asked, sounding desperate to make the boy eat.

Jimin stayed silent for a couple of seconds before talking. "Okay. A cracker is fine."

The nurse nodded and left the room. 

She walked over to doctor. "What happened to the kid?" She asked sounding concerned.

"Suicidal attempt. Dropped from a high bridge." The doctor responded.

The nurse stayed silent. "Why? What happened?"

"We don't know. The kid won't talk." The doctor sighed.

"We should know. To see if he can get better-" she got cut off by the doctor.

"Ms. Lee it's better not to push it. Now go and make sure that he eats." He said in a harsh tone.

Ms. Lee stayed silent before nodding.
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"Jimin? Can we talk?"

Jimin turned his head and furrowed his eyebrows at the person.

"No." He replied.

"Please. I just need to say something."

Jimin sighed "Fine. Jungkook. We can talk."

Jungkook walked up to him and sat down on a chair, to his side.

"Look I just want to apologize. We never meant for it to go this far. And obviously you'll never forgive us but I just thought that it was worth a try." Jungkook paused and looked up, trying not to tear up.

"Umm I'm sorry we hurt you. You never deserved that. You didn't do anything. And now everything is falling apart because of how stupid we were. I'm sorry." Jungkook looked at him, tears falling from his cheeks.

Jimin stayed silent for a couple of seconds.

"I forgive you."

Jungkook was surprised. "What? Really?" He asked, sounding happy.

"No. Get out."

Jungkook froze and couldn't speak. "I- but...."

"No. Did you really think I was going to forgive you guys that easily? Fucking funny now get out." Jimin said in a cold tone.

Jungkook bit his lip and furrowed his eyebrows. "What the fuck?! I try to be nice and all but you're over here with a bitchy attitude!" He snapped.

Jimin raised an eyebrow. "Two faced. I fucking knew it. You don't feel bad. You just want your friend group to be fixed."

"No I actually do feel so fucking bad. I feel like shit. I'm really fucking sorry but you can't give me false hope like that!" Jungkook said.

"Get out. You caused me too much pain. You and everyone." Jimin chuckled for a bit, wiping his tears. "And now I'm fucking crying. Get out please."

Jungkook looked at him one last time before exiting the room.

I just want to say thank you for everyone trying to cheer me up. You guys are so sweet and I love your funny comments.

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