Forgot to be in love - Alastor x reader

Much needed silence

No one dared to breathe.

Something about this felt wrong, you? In heaven? You were sure that the golden city in the clouds was not your place.

All of them turned towards. You gathered the courage to talk:
"Maybe this is not the case! I've done some pretty bad things while I was alive so... this all seems ridiculous"

...-

"The only thing we can do right now is to be patient, let's wait a week, and if she is not gone, you were right and I'll have to dig into this a bit more, if you're gone then..."
Charlie's voice trailed off... no one wanted you to leave, you didn't want to leave, but for now, you could only wait.

"Well! Since these could be her last days here, let's enjoy them fully!"

It was amazing how Alastor could change the mood upside-down in an instant, everyone agreed, Charlie and Nifty hugged you tightly, you really didn't want to leave.

"What about a good lunch together? I'm sure many of you must be hungry!"
You all got up from the tall chairs and started laughing again.

Yet you were worried:
One, where was Angel Dust? You looked around the lobby in vain, you hoped the white&pink spider was ok.
Second, why was the voice not talking?

It's-...case-...want-..

You stopped walking, was the voice ok? Why did it do that? You needed to make sure it was ok.

"Hey! Watch out! You almost made me bump into you!" Husk lamented, shaking his head, you mumbled a sorry as he passed you without turning around.

"Hey Charlie?" She turned around.
"I'm going to the bathroom... I'll catch up to you later" She nodded.

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You honestly don't know how you found your way to the bathroom, you only used the one in your room and never asked for direction, but somehow now you were looking at your reflection, very worryingly, you started:

"Hey...are you ok?"
Seconds later, a loud buzz was the only thing you could hear, you tried to cover your ears, but it wouldn't go away.

It hurt, you hope it would stop, but it only got louder and louder.

"stop...please"

You whispered, kneeling down into a ball, tears were starting to come out of your eyes.

"Stop!"

Why was this happening? What was causing this? How could you made it stop?
Why, why, why-

"STOP!!!"

You yelled as hard as you could and the buzzing halted, silence never felt this good.

Oh... Oh no- I'm sorry!

The voice? They were causing this?

Oh stupid me, I'm sorry I'm so so sorry I didn't realise what I was doing causing this -oh Satan I'm so sorry it's that I was so mad about the fact that-

" it's fine" you breathed deeply, " I just- silence, I need silence"

And so as that, curled in a corner of the bathroom, stabilising your breath, you blessed the existence of silence, very much needed silence.

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A/n:

Ohhhhh boy the last part is intense.

This chapter is very complicated, my advice is to read this chapter again, or just the part where Charlie talks slowly because it's filled with information and spoilers of the next chapter...Unless...?

Thank you soo much for your love and support and as always, Monday=Update!

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