Problems solved?

Enough.

It's been a couple hours. Niall went out probably for a bite to eat, If he even feels up to it. But in that time, Niall did some thinking.

*Nialls p.o.v.*

Not even Nandos can cheer me up right now. Someone who I love, Whom I openly give my heart to, shattered me to pieces once again. She doesn't care about me? How could she if she kissed Liam again and this time tried to hide it from me!? I don't think I can let myself do this anymore. I can't lower my standards. I love y/n to death, but I don't deserve to be treated like this, after I gave her my heart, my soul.. I've shown her all of me. My good sides & my bad sides. She knows everything about me. She knows what I've been through, she knows all my hopes for the future... for us.. I have to make a new future, without her. I've decided it's not worth it. I want y/n to be happy and she's obviously not happy with me if she keeps showing that she isn't loyal. I'll do her and I both a favor at this point, and cut things off with y/n. I really wish I didn't have to start over. I hate starting over. Opening up to someone after getting out of a relationship that's been happening for almost two years is NOT easy. But that's what I'll have to do.

*Around dinner time*

*y/n's p.o.v.*

I'm making dinner. When I'm stressed I need to eat. But I also have to cook to eat. The boys like when I cook for them because I practically do all the cleaning and cooking around the house. I enjoy it, it helps me relieve my stress, and they enjoy it because they just have to sit around and look pretty. Speaking of, I have a lot of stress right now, And it's all my fault. Stress isn't good for me either because of my accident. Ive still got dizzy spells from when I was hit in the head with a bat. Maybe I deserve it... But I'm not playing the victim game here.. I know what I did. And I have to be honest with myself ... I think I know why I did it.
"What you whipping up there?" Zayn said while standing next to me. "Well as you can see here, I have a bowl and some ingredients to make mashed potatoes!" I said. "I know you love mashed potatoes y/n, but I hope you'll make something else for us too." He jokingly said. Zayn sometimes gets on my nerves. I make dinner for myself and the boys because I'm nice and I prefer to make what I eat, but sometimes he acts like I have to do it. When I don't. He's lucky I do though, or else he'd eat take out every night.
"I actually am making veggies and chicken as we speak" I exclaim. "Ahh I knew you had it in you. Can't wait to eat!" He patted me on the shoulder and walked into the living room. I continued on with my cooking. Mashed potatoes were about to be consumed by yours truly, & like it was her job. God I'm so hungry.
I can hear footsteps come up behind me, I felt alright until I turned around. "Hey. After dinner we need to talk" Niall said. He looked like he had been crying and I'm sure he doesn't want to be around me right now... but he can't say no to food. "Sure.. after dinner" I said. He walked into the living room to join the rest of the boys. Oh god. I don't have a good feeling about this.. he sounded like he wants to end this.. I've officially lost my appetite..