Inappropriate // Sarah Paulson x Reader FanFic

𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝔸𝕞 𝕀?

Your POV

Sarah and I have been continuing to see each other for a few months now but we still aren't "official". It was going great, but we hadn't been intimate yet...the opportunity had arisen many times but in all honesty, I was scared. I'm now 6 months along and my bump has grown significantly. Yes Sarah constantly showers me with compliments and kindness but I somehow just can't fully shake away my insecurities.

So there I was standing in front of my full length mirror, having one last look at myself before my date with Sarah. Again these venomous thoughts over my appearance were swirling around in my head. She said she was taking me somewhere quite high end so I should wear something fancy. I guess I didn't look too bad, I wore a burgundy off the shoulder midi dress with slightly puffed sleeves, I paired it with nude heels (although I had socks in my clutch, knowing my feet would not last). My makeup was understated with a slight gold shimmer on my eyelids and a nude lipstick. I did my hair in loose curls and I was just fixing them when I heard Sarah knock on the bathroom door,

"Baby, are you ready? Our reservation is for 6:30 and I don't want to be la-"

I opened the bathroom door, causing her to stop mid-sentence, her mouth was agape and I couldn't help but chuckle,

"Like what you see?"

I said with a cheeky smirk. She finally closed her mouth, replacing it with a similar smirk,

"Understatement of the year..."

I grinned and took the chance to fully absorb her beauty, she truly looked divine in an ankle length red lace dress, it had a high neck and 3/4 length sleeves. A classic Sarah look, she also wore red lipstick which accentuated her dazzling smile and made her lips look EVEN more kissable.

"You look absolutely stunning, Sar..."

It was now her turn to chuckle bashfully. She looked down to her hands which I then grabbed with my own. She looked up at me again and I couldn't help but lay an innocent kiss on her lips, I pulled away slowly and whispered against her lips,

"We better go if you don't want to be late."

She nodded but then leaned in for another, slightly longer, more passionate kiss before pulling away fully. We walked out of the apartment hand in hand to her car.

The closer we got to the restaurant the more tense Sarah got. I could tell by her behaviour, usually in the car we would steal glances at each other and sing along (poorly but enthusiastically) to the radio. However, she kept her gaze firmly on the road ahead and only half heartedly lip syncing to each song. It was making me quite stressed but I decided to not focus on that.

We got to the restaurant and my GOD it was FONCY! It made me quite anxious because I felt so out of place so I held Sarah's hand slightly tighter as we walked in. The interior was the epitome of luxury lots of golds and reds, a kind of Art Deco vibe which I loved. I swear there was so many celebs everywhere I looked. I'm almost completely sure I saw Lana Del Ray but I kept my cool...barely.

The waiter led us to a small table and I thanked him for pulling out my chair, he did the same for Sarah and she mumbled a "thanks." What is up with her? He handed us the menus and swiftly left. I attempted to strike up a conversation with Sar, asking what she was getting and whatnot, all I received were several "not sures" and grumbled sounds of agreement. I was honestly starting to get a bit pissed off, she's never like this? The waiter came back and I ordered seafood pasta while she ordered a vegetarian pasta and we both asked for water, but just as the waiter was about to leave, Sarah stopped him and added,

"Could I also have a tequila? Thank you."

The waiter nodded and dashed away. That honestly made me a bit more angry as a month ago Sarah had said she wouldn't drink alcohol in my company out of solidarity, it was one of the things I missed about being not pregnant. My feelings must have been clearly illustrated on my face as she gave me a sympathetic smile,

"Sorry baby just this once, okay?"

I simply sighed and nodded in agreement, not wanting my hormone charged feelings to cause a fight. The waiter came back with our drinks before anymore could be said. I was just about to reach for my glass when baby girl started kicking up a storm, my face contorting with the discomfort and my hands rubbing circles around my stomach. This seemed to get Sarah out of her funk a bit,

"Ohmygodareyouokay??"

She blurted out as her eyes widened. I nodded and looked at her to reassure her,

"Yep, she's just being extra wriggly but there's no room."

I let out a forced breathy laugh at the end of my sentence and it did nothing to ease Sarah. Soon though, the baby settle down and we both did the same. Our food came and I immediately tucked in whereas Sarah was pushing her food around slightly, now I had to say something because she NEVER messes around with food.

"Sarah, what's up? You've been acting odd ever since we left my house? Did I do something wrong? Or upset you in anyway?"

She exhaled sharply and met my concerned eyes, hers looking slightly guilty...

"No sweetheart, you haven't done anything wrong...I just-I have something to ask you..."

I was growing more anxious by the minute but I nodded for her to continue.

"(y/n), the baby is coming really soon now and I hate thinking about you two being alone in your apartment when I'm not around...I know we're not official per se but...I want you...and the baby to move in with me...again."

She paused, gauging my reaction and I was quite...shocked I must admit. I guess she was right about me being alone and my apartment really isn't big enough for a baby, nevertheless, it took me a second to gather my thoughts before verbalising them,

"Sar...I'm not going to lie. This scares me to no end...but I also love you to no end, I don't any official label to validate that and I love that you love this baby too...so my answer is yes, I-WE will move in with you!"

We were both practically in tears and we both leaned over the table to give each other a quick peck. As we sat back down we both had uncontainable smiles plastered on our faces. I was just resuming my pasta eating, meanwhile, Sarah's expression tensed once again but I didn't notice,

"(y/n), I have another thing to ask you..."

"Mm?" I replied with a mouthful of food,

"What I am I...to the baby...?"

Oof

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AN
Sorry for the long overdue chapter and my only excuse is A-levels as my subjects require a lot of time. Arts amirite??? Anyway here's an exciting one for you n I hope you enjoy!!!! Much love❤️