Happy Life... Confused Emotions

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A month Later..💗 * Taina POV*
Everything been going so good for me, malia's in daycare i went back to work as doing my shoots and i'm also in cosmetology school, branden moved down here he been busy lately but that doesn't stop him from checking in on me and sending lil cute gifts threw the mail before he comes home, we take turns staying at each other houses but he mostly stays here and treats me perfectly i really appreciate him" Kentrell been blowing me up sending threats & acting foolish again but somehow he still manage to keep a different girl every week, i try my hardest to stay far away as possible since him and branden had a lil incident some weeks back & they're both crazy i didn't need that in our life's if i'm trying to move on & be happy. Every since that night branden surprised me he just been taking me on more dates he knows more places then i do around my city it's ridiculous but i been enjoying every minute, i gave up the prize & let's just say the sex is amazing so to me he's perfect to me i sat on facetime telling my long lost favorite  cousin every detail, i'm so happy for you girl! this is big to me and i'll be down there to visit and meet him soon she told me before we ended the call; i was on break from class i had 1 more hour & then a shoot before i can get home to cook & clean, malia comes home tonight somehow my mom won't let me have my child to myself i thought to myself, standing up & tossing my empty container in the trash i was heading back to finish this last lesson.
2 hours later* okay so one more outfit change & then your good to go my manager told me fixing my make up, i was so exhausted but you couldn't tell with me taking pictures i had to act as happy as a child in the candy store, but finishing up my shoot i searched for my phone to call branden
" no answer " all 3 tries! well okay then somebody's still upset from earlier i thought* this morning we exchanged a few words & i guess i came off harsh and branden wasn't afraid to let me know he ended the call, but i thought he'll be over it by now guess not. * heading to my car i decided to call my bestfriend; just in time she picked up" hey bestie i miss you.. wine & food? i asked her hearing her smile without even seeing her, i guess that's a yes? ofc it is meet me at the house in 30 she told me before i hung up.
I pulled up to my house in 25 minutes seeing my bestfriend was already here wow this is why we're friends i thought, i walked into my house seeing her already seasoning & starting food! okay bestie let me go get my comfortable clothes on & i'll be back i told her walking upstairs.
20 minutes of hygiene & getting ready, i searched for my phone seeing if i had missed calls * nothing * so i decided to try branden two more times * no answer * i frowned before sending a text..
FH ( future husband)💚 : you have to have a problem your not answering none of my calls & i know you told me you had an open schedule today, i hope your not still upset for the LITTLE situation this morning & then i sent it seeing him read it right away but he never started typing* i'll let him be for now maybe i'm over reacting we been doing good so that's good i thought to myself before walking downstairs & starting my night.
* 6 hours later*
i woke up in my bed with malia right next to me i don't remember falling asleep all that wine i was drinking i giggled to myself before sitting up & getting out the bed heading downstairs i peeped in aliyah room seeing her sound asleep, i kept going downstairs i cleaned up our mess & turned off the lights before going upstairs to grab my phone, i picked it up seeing i didn't have any missed calls or messages from branden i'm not understanding what's the issue i decided to go on instagram & scrolling i seen him posting " ohhhhh he wasn't even in town anymore he had a party hosting in baltimore" was it a secret or not? i'm confused on the sudden change of actions i guess i'll block him & be petty i decided to post " maybe some things are better left unsaid " & " if your grown you should act like it " i know i'll be on shade room but i don't care i locked my phone & cuddled my daughter i missed her tomorrow is a day for us i thought to myself..
* Next morning my phone was blowing up i'm not sure from what but i'll see it once i'm ready i got out the bed seeing malia gone she has to be eating with her godmother i thought, i went downstairs to check just incase before heading back to my room getting myself all the way together after 45 minutes i was downstairs fully dressed i had class, whatever you do just stay off the internet today i love you & have a good day aliyah told me before i reached over & kissed malia.. heading in the direction of my school it was a lil bit of traffic so i decided to check my phone" all my notifications were from instagram i clicked it seeing something out of pocket hold on let me close this breathe & wait til i get out of the car, i stopped at dunkin' donuts & then pulled up to my school getting out heading towards the school lounging area before class" i had to pull out my phone to make sure my eyes weren't playing tricks on me there it was branden & some girl looking very friendly in the club & leaving together i wanted to black but i didn't i seen ppl sending me my post from the shaderoom i decided to post a picture & keep it moving

 heading in the direction of my school it was a lil bit of traffic so i decided to check my phone" all my notifications were from instagram i clicked it seeing something out of pocket hold on let me close this breathe & wait til i get out of the c...

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Lataina_xo: i'm feeling it today💛
After seeing what i saw i was going to lay off branden i didn't know he was the same as every other male he literally showed me different in every way from what i ever seen, i guess i'll knock these 2 hours out & go back home to my baby!
* 2 hours later* class was over & i was happy i finished everything i needed to & it actually went good i can't wait to be licensed for this & open my own shop i'm ready for all of this i told myself walking out of class & heading to my car, i don't know where i was taking malia today but we were gonna get some fresh air after i took a nap & im pretty sure she's sleeping rn. I pulled up to my house getting out, & heading towards my door it was so quiet i peeped in aliyah's room there they was sleeping so i headed to my room & went right for the bed i was beyond tired, i checked my phone seeing a message from kentrell* my BD💚* did you think he was better than me? look at the nigga embarrassing you! aye say when i catch him you gon see, i just looked at it & i didn't even realize i was looking at it so long that a tear dropped directly on the phone " i refuse i refuse is what i told myself before i turned over & closed my eyes.

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