𝕄𝕪 𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕞𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕤𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕒𝕝 𝕜𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕣 / 𝕨𝕠𝕠𝕤𝕒𝕟

chapter 11

"Are you comming or what?" Wooyoung's annoyed voice sounded from the other side of the street and I quickly ran after him after looking for any driving cars.
"Wait!" I yelled but he kept walking fast.
When I finally reached him I was a little out of breath and he gladly slowed down a bit for me to recover.
"Thanks for pr- protecting me." I thanked him between deep inhales and tried to smile at the confused boy who stared at me in disgust before speeding up his pace again.
"Hey!"
"I didn't do it to protect you. It's just that I can't watch you when you're that far away and like I already said... you're mine so the scientists can't take you away from here." he bluntly said without turning around. And I already thought he'd finally show his gentle side to me...

When I caught up to him again I slightly punshed his shoulder. "I'm not yours idiot. It's okay if my parents say that but not you. I want to get closer to you, be friends with you but can please stop saying that?" I honestly asked the boy whose purple hair was covered in snow and he slowly turned his head to face me but as usual there was only his expressionless face staring at me. I almost missed his creepy grin and scary laugh because right now the only thing where I could see any emotion were his dark and beautiful eyes but they were too hard to read.
"You are the only person that knows about my secret what makes you my second greatest enemy... I have to keep you with me so no. I won't stop calling you mine." Wooyoung explained making it sound completely obvious but it was in no way obvious.

Oh Yeah and I actually wasn't the only person that knew that he was the real psycho killer in this town. Seonghwa my friend you better not let Wooyoung know about this.
"Why make me your enemy if I could help you?" I said to him with a fake pout in my face while staring at the snowy road. After the police meeting I thought he'd maybe trust me a bit more...

"Stop making that face." Was the only thing Wooyoung mumbled while keeping his gaze straight on the road infront of him.
"Why?" I provocantly asked and stepped infront of him to get his attention, still a fake pout on my face like an annoying little child that wanted something. He stopped walking and just stared at me...
"San what do you want from me? You're blocking my way."
"I want to know why you don't trust me one little bit." I told him and waited for an answer of the sighing boy.
"Because you are different..."
"In what way?"
Wooyoung took a step closer and leaned forward a bit but I didn't back away although his face had almost no distance to mine.
"I can see through almost every person on this earth. I know how they are, what they probably think and why they act the way they do but with you it's different... I can't tell if you're still trying to betray me, if you want to help me for real, if you are just an idiot or if you are a genius. Thats why I can't trust you..."
I almost started laughing because of the irony. Jung Wooyoung, one of the most dangerous criminals here in Seoul wasn't able to read a simple person like I was. Even my friends said that I'm bad at lying and hiding things about myself so for a person like Wooyoung I should be no problem, but strangely I was.

He wanted to go away again but I grabbed his shoulders and kept staring at his face that was slightly blushing because of the coldness.
"I promise that you can trust me from now on, okay? Even if my actions are difficult to predict, I'm as far as I know the only person that understands your actions in a way so you'd be better off of we were real friends." I said while smiling at him and for a short second I saw something sparkling in his eyes but it was gone just as quickly.

"You... have no idea about me." he coldly whispered and I didn't know why but in that moment I got a little angry.
Wooyoung isolated himself from everyone and didn't accept any sign of kindness. Why was he such an idiot and made his life harder than it was. My smile was long gone and with a serious tone I spoke up. "You know... I missed the few days were you treated me like a normal person and said nicer things to me. It might have been fake but I wish you would finally realize that a little kindness can't hurt. And stop saying I have no idea about you because although I don't know much I still know enough to build myself an opinion." At this point my voice had gotten louder and I almost forgot to breath between the sentences. "Your parents were killed in a horrible way and I guess the people you want to take revenge on are the killers. You keep murdering others that are connected to them to make them suffer more before you send them to hell, it's obvious. But because of that you started to feel lonely and even if you say thats not true I know that deep inside you do. You are wasting your life because you are driven by the thought of revenge but did you ever think about yourself? The hole in your heart can't be filled with the blood of others!"
I almost yelled but I really didn't know why I was so angry.

From the first day I met Wooyoung I had known that he was hiding something and when I had read his diary the story started to fit together but pitying him for what happend was not right in my eyes.
"You are weak, Jung Wooyoung! Too weak to be a better person!" I shouted and my voice got swallowed in the crystal shaped snow everywhere around us. The other didn't answer nor moved in any way but just glared at me and I didn't even want to see him open his mouth and come up with some stupid reason again.
"Screw you." I spat before taking a turn on my heal and quickly walking along the street that led to the dorm and school building. I couldn't bare with him right now... it was too much.
The cold of the snow was painful on my skin but the anger and frustration I felt burned everything cold and left a raging heat inside of my body.
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Soon there will be a new character... a bad person though.