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오십 hey mama

"He'll be there as much as possible! You two will figure it out and make amazing parents," she said with a soothing voice and soft smile that calmed me, "It's gonna be just fine, I promise."

Imagining myself as a mom was really weird, and I didn't feel ready at all for this. But I did love to picture Jungkook being a dad because he would be the sweetest and best at it. That made me smile.

"Thanks," I sighed deeply, washing the pregnancy test and my hands. "I really hope so~"

"By the way, I'm pretty surprised it didn't happen sooner with all the sex you two are having... like bunnies~" Zara teased me as we walked out of the bathroom and collapsed on the messy bed.

"Please, shut the hell up~" I retorted but laughed despite myself. "No actually, let's talk about how you fucked Tae and didn't bother telling me!"

Zara had been staying with the boys ever since we came back from our girls' trip in New York. She had a guest room to herself but didn't spend a lot of time in there. Jimin told me that and also that as of recently they were avoiding each other for some reason he couldn't get out of Taehyung.

"Wait... w-what?" she choked out as if my suspicion was so implausible.

"This is Taehyung's room... Did he just happen to have a pregnancy test in his bathroom?" I asked in mock innocence, and the guilt in her eyes before she looked away was a dead giveaway, "I can't with you- How was it?"

"So embarrassing."

"What happened?"

"We were vaping his Juul, and⏤ "

"What...?! Tae has a fucking Juul?"

"Tae can do whatever he wants!"

"Yeah, it's his life. That doesn't mean I'm not concerned about the effects on his health."

"I know, sorry! He's not like a nicotine addict... just uses it from time to time. I think it's sexy as hell~" Zara admitted sheepishly, rolling onto her stomach. "Anyways, he did those little cloud tricks with his mouth, and at some point we were making out on his bed. Girl, it was more intense than ever before!"

I almost squealed in excitement, before recalling her embarrassment. "How did it go wrong, then?"

"Well, his..." she faltered and buried her face into the pillow, her words coming out muffled.

"Say that again," I demanded, quickly yanking the pillow away.

"Taehyung came inside of me because the condom broke! I took a plan B the day after, so the pregnancy tests are just to be extra sure the pill worked. My period isn't till next week."

"Okay, I gotta admit it's awkward, but shit like that happens-"

"Oh, that wasn't even the worst part," she butted in, making me fall silent. "He was so beautiful and huge, Kailee! I was really wet, so my dumb self thought I could take all of that nine-inch length..."

"Shit, shit, shit... nine inches ~" I gasped, failing to hold back my laugh. "Tae didn't get stuck, did he?"

"No," she snapped, flashing me a glare. "It did hurt so bad though, like I was a virgin again. But he's a great kisser, so that was really nice. I still enjoyed it⏤ at least until we finished... because when he pulled out, there was blood on his sheets. Blood. It was something out of a horror movie!"

"Oh my fucking god, he really murdered your punani!" I exclaimed in shock, covering my mouth with one hand. "Are you okay, sweetie?"

"Yeah, just sore as hell, and it's been five days!"