𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓢𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓟𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓓𝓲𝓪𝓶𝓸𝓷𝓭

17

I was on the couch thinking as I stumed my guitar randomly.

I sighed and looked at Stella who was playing with a piece of rope.

"Oh Stella I don't know what to do" I said frustratedly as I buried my face in a pillow.

I heard her whine. I move the pillow to look at her and smiled. I booped her nose.

"I'm not upset with you girl, It's just, I'm thinking about a... person I meet name Sour Cream" I started to blush.

"I mean I just meet him but I can stop thinking, he makes me feel so helpless and I want to do something about it but then again do I want to? I never felt like this way before" I said.

Stella looked at me confused.

I petted her head.

"Don't worry, it's a human thing" I assured her.

I started back to play the guitar, I like the tune and started to sing.

It's not easy with you here
But I know I want you to stay
See this could be us in a few years
But just admit you like to play 

It's like every day
I'm kicking rocks
I could fly away
But you have me at a complete stop

How do you

Manage to keep me going

But somehow you keep me from going  

See you distract me, but I'm distracted
without you 
I don't know how you to focus baby teach me  
how to

Cause I'm standing still again  

But if you love me, just like the way that I love you 
I wouldn't mind a little comforting from you
Why do I let you in my head?

And I gotta go sometimes, but you're always on my mind
You're not helping me

You're not helping me
You're not helping me 
You're not helping me
You're not helping me 

But I helplessly fall, for you

Now I'm running late
And I'm, not a coffee drinker
But I lost sleep just thinking about you 
So pour me a cup
I need to wake you
I need me some love
Now give it to me

Cause everywhere you go I'll follow you
I'll give you all of me, give me all of you 

I gotta go sometimes

But you're always on my mind  

See you distract me, but I'm distracted without you
I don't know how to focus baby teach me how to
Cause I'm standing still again
Cause if you love me, just like the way that I love you  

I wouldn't mind a little comforting from you 

Why do I let in my head?
No
And I gotta go sometimes, but you're always
on my mind
You're not helping me babe
You're not helping me babe

But I fall helplessly for you, for you

You're not helping me babe

You're not helping me babe
But I fall helplessly for you, for you

Suddenly I heard giggling and the door being closed.

I looked up to see Garnet by the warp pad, grinning at me.