I'm sitting on my bed, and I'm looking at comedy
Internally I'm sad
But I've been using comedy so why now use it now?
I started laughing, affected by the visual
But even though I'm laughing...
There's a sadness inside of meThen, I click on another video
The young male is crying
Well, he has tears in his eyes
The caption is relatable
Hilarious the more I rewatch it
And the more I rewatch it, the more it evokes the sadness in me to spill along with it, the tears
And I almost do
But I don't
I didn't want to be sad again
Not right now
But it won't lastAfter all
There's always the quietness or the darkness of early morning to compel the tears and the sadness I desperately tried to postpone and ignore
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Express Yourself! Poetry and Spoken Word
Non-FictionWhat I've written over the years. Some are old, others are new. I hope you can enjoy and relate. If not, that's okay too. Please do not plagiarise my work, I've written each of these from the heart, they mean a great deal to me. Happy reading. :)