" Guys... I-I'm Gay... " I mumbled quietly. I looked at Lou and Hazza and saw them smiling which made me feel good. When I looked at Zayn my heart just shattered.
He had a look of disgust in his eyes.
" Z-Zayn...? " I whispered as I felt a lump in my throat.
" Don't talk to me fag. " he said sternly and full of disgust before pushing past me into the bathroom.
I was frozen in the spot I was standing. He didn't accept me. Now I have to love someone who doesn't accept me. I should've seen it coming but still. I felt as if my whole world just shattered. Then disintegrated.
I felt a tear roll down my cheek but I still didn't move. I saw Liam standing in front of me trying to get me to answer him.
" Niall? Niall! Answer me! " he was saying. I didn't move still. I just let the tears fall. I heard a door open and soon saw Zayn step in front if me also.
" Liam don't even try. " he started. I wanted to legitly die at what he said next. " He's not worth it. No wonder he gets so much hate. "
I finally moved after he finished talking and ran straight passed Zayn and the others bawling my eyes out until I finally collapsed in the middle of the hallway. I refuse to go back in that room. I don't care what Simon says. I'm rooming with Liam from now on.
" Niall...... " I heard Harry whisper next to me. Instantly, I turned towards him and wrapped my arms around his shoulders and cried into his shoulder. " Shh... " he cooed.
" H-he d-doesn't a-accept m-me!!! " I sobbed. Harry rubbed my back and pulled me up to the wall to lean on it while whispering sweet nothing's into my ear.
Louis and Liam stepped out of Zayn's room and saw me and Harry. I heard A deep sigh before I felt hands on my knees.
I looked up to see Louis crouched down in front of me and Liam on the other side of me. " Niall... Shh it'll be okay. " Louis whispered.
I just shook my head. Harry pulled me closer to him.
" Niall, I'm sorry. " I heard Liam say. I looked at him, sniffling.
" I-it's not y-your fault L-Lili. " I managed to get out.
" Yeah it is Ni. I shouldn't have said to tell. I'm sorry. " I removed my grip from Harry and latched onto Liam. Hugging him tightly.
" It's okay. Really. At least I said it right? " I told him.
He nodded but shrugged.
" Hey guys... What time is it? " I asked them.
" About 3:30pm. " Louis told me. I nodded and slumped against the wall.
" I want to sleep. " I said suddenly really really tired. My eyes were slowly closing and I was starting to lean towards Harry.
" Nialler you know you'll be up in the middle of the night..... " I could hear Liam start but I didn't figure out what he said before I completely passed out on Harry's shoulder.
This is my happy place.
Or so I though it was.
A/N: I'm sorry it's so short and sucky! I am distracted and stuff and yeah. ): forgive me? -AliBear.xx
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Complications. Ziall Horlik.
Fanfiction" I'm G-Gay. " Little did I know, those two words were going to ruin my best friendship in the world. I'm Niall Horan and here's how two little words ruined pretty much everything.
