How fucked up is it when you realise the main reason you have been falling down is because you have always put your friends and family's wants and needs before your own.
I felt it was okay to fall down, that people will be there to hold me and boy was I wrong. By the time I realised that there was no one to hold me, it was too late. I came crashing down, all my hope and will broke to pieces. The tiny bit of hope that was left in me died the day I realised that there was no one there to even lift me up. Not one person to offer me a helping hand.
That was the day I fell into a dark place. There was no light to guide me or may be there was. But, I had no hope left in me to go in search of the light. After a while the darkness just grows on you, you adjust to it. Every hole in my mind and heart absorbed the darkness and filled itself.
That was the say I realized, I was all alone in this world. The only person who would be there for me was myself and no one else. The whole world is just a facade. Everyone in it has their own layer of masks.
# Life lesson 101
Trust no one. This has been a selfish world and will continue to be one.
# Life lessons 1
Be truthful to your self all the time.
BINABASA MO ANG
Broken thoughts
RandomJust writing down my thoughts and feelings. If any one of you relate, kindly drop a comment, It would be nice to know that I'm not all alone in this dark world. I am no writer, just a troubled soul.
