Childhood Lovers

Chapter 4

Sophia's POV

Heto kami at kumakain ngayon na parang mga patay gutom na hindi kumain ng ilang araw. Haha. Pano ba naman, ang dami pa lang hinanda ni mama na pagkain. Mukhang alam nya na marami-marami kaming kakainin. Haha. Like, spaghetti my favorite, adobo, cake at may ice cream pa. Yum yum talaga ^_____^

"Ano Pia? Musta love life?" - Louise na tipong gusto lang maki-chika.

"Ikaw na lang single sa grupo Pia. Hindi ka pa rin ba nakaka-move on until now?" - Jade na tipong tinatansya nya kung magsasabi ako ng totoo or what.

" *ackkkkk. ackkkkkk* tu-bi-g" ako na nabulunan dahil sa tinanung ni Jade

Langya talaga tong babaeng to. Makapag-tanong wagasan eh.

Habang umiinom ako ng tubig hindi pa rin inaalis ni Jade ang tingin nya. Problema ng isang toh?

"Langya Jade pwede ba ayosin mo yang mga tanong mo. Halos mamatay na ko don eh. Letche!" - sigaw ko sa kanya.

Pero yong totoo Pia, naka- move on ka na ba totally?" - Mia with her confused look

"I think so." - simpleng sagot ko sabay subo ulit ng spaghetti

"What? You just THINK you are over him? Seriously Pia >___<" - Jade na mukhang nainis sa sagot ko.

What should I do. Eh, hindi ko pa talaga alam kong naka-move on na ako sa kanya. It's hard for me to forget things about him and able to make him my past.

"Jade, alam mo kung anong pinagdaan ko jan kaya alam mo rin sigurong hindi madali para sakin ang kalimutan sya ng basta-basta lang" - ako with my serious tone.

Totoo naman eh. Nandun sila, nakita nila kung paano ako naghirap at nasaktan ng dahil sa kanya kaya hindi madali para sakin ang kalimutan sya.

"That's the point *drops her spoon and fork* Nakita ka namin kung paano ka nasaktan ng dahil sa kanya kaya nga gusto kong maging masaya ka na kasi I know that you deserve happiness after all" - Jade gamit ang kanyang serious voice.

Pag ganyan sya alam kong seryoso sya kasi bihira lang syang mag-seryoso.

"I agree with Jade. You've done enough Pia. You've suffered a lot that you don't deserve. It's time for you to move on and be happy" - Louise na bihira lang magseryoso sa mga usapan kasi lagi nyang dinadaan sa biro ang lahat.

"I think they're right Pia. You do know that we only hopes what's best for you right?" - Angel while looking at me intently

I just nodded.

"And we think that moving on is the only way you'd be happy. Coz you deserve happiness. Alam naming masakit, pero alam din naming malalagpasan mo yan. Kasi ikaw ang nag-iisang Sophia Antonette Madrigal na kilala namin. Ikaw pa, eh matalino ka na, maganda pa, mabait, mayaman, lahat na nasayo. Kaya don't worry, God will provide as long as you believe in him ^___^" - Angel with his wide smile

"That's true. Tska, andito naman kaming lahat para sayo eh. Remember, we love you :)" - Mia trying to cheer me up.

And I think it works. Kasi kusa na lang nag-form yong lips ko into a smile. These people around me never fails to make me smile.

"Haha. Yeah, I know guys. And I'm so thankful for having you as my friends. I'll try to forget him. And wish me luck guys. I hope too that I'll find my real happiness soon :)" - ako with matching my convincing powers. Hahahaha

"Oh, tama na ang drama at manunuod pa tayo ng movie. Remember, its our bonding day today?" - Ced na mukhang naiirita na sa eksena namin.

Panira talaga tong unggoy na to. Masalamat sya malayo ang upuan nya sakin kundi nabatukan ko na to. Tsk!

"Let them be tol. It's a girl stuff you know. Haha" - Justine

"Tama sila Pia. You need to move forward for you to continue your journey. You need to be strong. Because we all know that you can do this, you'll pass through this." - Mike na naka-ngiting naka-akbay kay Louise.

"Haist! Ewan ko ba kung anong nangyari don sa pinsan kong yon at nagawa nya pang gawin sayo yon eh kung tutuusin ang swerte na nga nya sayo. Ang bobo ng pinsan ko." - Jake na naiiling iling pa.

Sabagay may point sya. Pero wala eh, ganyan talaga ang buhay.

"Hahahaha. Change topic na tayo guys. From now on, stop talking or bringing the topic about him. Coz I'll start moving on and will forget about him." - ako while smiling even though I'm deeply hurt inside.

"Tara na guys. We better start our movie marathon kasi we need to catch things up. Ang tagal din natin tong hindi nagawa eh" - Louise na halatang excited na excited na. hahaha

Nag-unahan na sila sa living room na parang mga bata. Childish, nasabi ko na lang sa isip ko. Hahaha

I know moving on is a hard thing to do. But what can I do if I let myself stuck in the past? I'll never find the happiness that is deserved to be mine. I know that deep inside me has still a part that keeps on chanting his name. But I better stop this feeling, coz if I don't, I'm afraid that the past may repeats itself. And that's the last thing I want to happen. To get hurt again by the same reason and by the same person.

Author's Note:
Thank you so much po sa mga bumabasa ng story ko kahit na sabaw sya. You all know guys na I'm a beginner in this field and I do appreciated all your reactions and suggestions guys :)
Hmmm. Next chapter is yong flashback na ni Sophia. Let us know the story behind. Kung anong nangyari sa past nya. So, enjoy reading guys :3

-PrincessSofia