" Sean's making dinner ... liams teaching truth be told- well..taking over really, I wouldn't dare want Sean anywhere near a kitchen, especially not ours.can I sit out here and relax for a little while ? Away from Sean's mayhem . I'm not intruding am I ?" He asked and I shook my head no.
We sat there for a while . Just staring as the sun did slowly go down.we didn't speak just stared off into the sky. It was peaceful. I heard him clear his voice after a little while longer .
" this is a great place to collect your thoughts ms.sorenson , but collecting it all in ...it's bound to overflow , sometimes sharing your problems or simply speaking of them can get a huge weight off your shoulders " he continued and I turned to him. The dull hazy light illuminating his handsome face. If it weren't for his modern glasses I'd say he looked almost like a painting.pictureristic .he truly was handsome and perfect.
" do you share your problems mr.blackbourne ?" I asked and turned away when he said nothing. Surely a guy as perfect as mr. Blackbourne has his problems under control. I bit my inner check and frowned . Why was I being so snarky? Is snarky the word? This wasn't like me , but I felt so tired I guess I have no filter at the moment ... no this wasn't like me. I don't want to be rude to anyone. Especially not my family and friends...I have to apologize to chess. Mr.blackbourne too, he was just trying to help me.
" I'm sorry mr.blackbourne ...I'm just going through-no, I don't know honestly why I'm emotional like this, I'm sorry I know you mean well, I was just curious .. " I said and turned to him with an apologetic face.
He raised a small brow and gave me a millimeters smile.
" you seem so perfect ... it's hard to imagine if you even go through problems Mr.blackbourne . I'm not dumb to say you don't completely but .. how do you do it? Look so strong?-"I asked and he frowned and looked into my eyes. I could see the crack to his serious mask, he was concerned or worried for me. I looked away and stared back at the birds. I'm sorry for making everyone worry over me.
I didn't like worrying and concerning others...I didn't want to be a burden for them. He sighed and leaned back in the bench .
" I'm flattered I seem strong to you ms.sorenson, but I do have many problems plaguing me , even right now . it seems since sending my team to that obscene high school we all were swarmed with problems. I'm quite thankful you didn't go ms. Sorenson, I'm pretty sure you are fully capable in taking care of yourself, if flipping a huge almost 200 pound man over your shoulder in your state could show, but that school is monstrous even for my brothers. Kids get busted for doing drugs in what seems like every second, mass fights, guns being brought and fired . The drugs is the main issues ...I'm not talking about cannabis , no , that's harmless compared to the other ones ; Heroine, cocaine, lsd , shrooms and other heavier stuff that just amazes me how they even get their hands on it. Yet that's not the scary part, there's that drug that's being passed around and that could put people in danger ms.sorenson. Big danger, for the whole world ,for a drug like that to be introduced . I've already seen too many girls pregnant at the school, this drug could be dangerous for everyone, male or female. We're all swamped with problems, and we all seem to be going in a opposite direction to fixing them. I didn't mean to try to offend you with saying you had problems and should talk them out darling, I just want to make sure you are ok , because for a strong team everyone needs to be okay to get through all our problems collectively , facing them alone is much harder than facing them with your family,I would know that for sure...Come darling . I think I still hear the baby crying. He's been all fussy because he hasn't seen you , even Chester couldn't calm him down much, he's taken to you ....as like us-" he said and got up and quieted down. I nodded and took his out stretched hand.
" thank you Mr. Blackbourne . " I said and looked into his beautiful grey eyes, there was that crack again and that millimeter smile.
" you're always welcomed hon. Ms.sorenson-" we made it to the door and it busted open. Chess exited with a crying osias in his arm and I smiled at him.I reached my arms out and he passed the baby over and hugged me.was Mr. Blackbourne going to tell me something ?-
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Romansain a alternate story where sang and the boys dont meet up . where sang breaks free from her cage and finds her own way to live .where she finds her true self. where sang meets the guys on her own accord . watch as she takes the guys by storm as sh...
