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If I die today, The sun will still rise. The world will move on, Not affected by my demise.
I'm tired of not feeling good enough. I'm tired of it all. Nowadays I consider, Should I really end it all?
I'd just cause heartbreak, To the ones who cared for me. Or maybe the fact that I'm not here anymore, Will just set them free.
I have so many memories, That make me want to stay. But the more I look back on the past, The more I realize what made me feel this way.
I know I sound like a coward, I know I sound selfish. But if you were in my shoes, I bet this would be your only wish.
Fearing yourself is scary, More than you can visualise. It kills me more than picturing All the future goodbyes.
Maybe there won't be a future, Maybe I won't survive to see it. The present has made me realise, This world isn't for where I'm fit.
I fear every word I say, I fear every line. 'cause I know if I say something wrong, I will end up crying.
My words have hurt me more, Than they've ever hurt any other. I wish there was some pause button, To stop my thoughts from escalating any further.
I've done more bad than I've done good. But trust me when I say, I would've changed the past if I could. And maybe then, I could've stayed.
I want to be better, For others and for me. But I can't seem to change myself, Old habits die hard, you see.
How is it fair That people like me are alive, Yet people who could've changed the world Have a stop clock on their lives?
I feel like I don't deserve to live, I'm nothing but a waste of space. My every smile holds back tears, Can't you see it on my face?
To end it all seems so easy, The easiest way out of here. A way of putting a stop to, My each and every fear.
And when I finally leave, I won't ever look back. I'll be leaving behind this world, And all the happiness it lacked.
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A/N—So here's the first poem that I have ever written (minus some feeble attempts from back in 5th grade lol) and ik this is a depressing piece of shit but ehh...
