Before yesterday I couldn't remember the last time i cried
Before yesterday i had been so so happy
Before yesterday I was content
Before yesterday I was scared of the way I was feeling
Before yesterday I had forgotten how good it felt to cry
Then yesterday I cried
Then yesterday I cried alot
Then yesterday I was sad
Then yesterday I missed you
Then yesterday i was mad at him for taking you away from me
Then yesterday i flirted with you
Then yesterday i flirted with you at the same time
Then yesterday my eyes were red and swollen
Then yesterday i felt better after
Then yesterday I wanted to cry again
Then yesterday I wanted to stay in my misery
Then yesterday I got scared to get happy again
Then yesterday I wanted a hug
Then yesterday I wanted you to hold me
Then yesterday I wanted to kiss your lips
Then yesterday I couldnt have either
Then yesterday I realized I liked crying
Then yesterday I wanted to keep crying
Then yesterday I had to stop
Then yesterday I had to pretend I was okay
Now today im confused
Now today I think im fine
Now today that scares me
Now today I wanna cry again
Now today I'm not sad I just wanna cry
Now today I want you to hold me while I cry
Now today I wanna be upset so you can tell me its okay
Now today I'm still okay
Now today I'm totally fine
Now today is the first time I havent lied about this
Now today I'm terrified because I want to have to lie about it
Now today i think I'm broken
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Incase you're still trying to keep up, the you I referred to is 5 diffrent people, i dont have enough pronouns so I just used the same one for 5 very diffrent people, good luck my dear friends have a fantabulous Wednesday
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