I'm not moving anymore
Blasting my eardrums out
Sitting silently
Letting someone elses thoughts drown out my own
Dead eyes empty stair at anyone who tries to help
No smiles
No talking
Just a silent blob of human flesh
Hoping you'll all look away
Strip from the cloths that do little to hide my insecurities
Sink into water that's too hot
I'm just trying to feel something
Sink deeper
Dead eyes now level with the water
Daring the water to hit them
Sinking deeper
Blaring music faids to muffled screams
Sink deeper
My thoughts poor back in
The thoughts I tried to shut out come back
The memories come back
You come back
And you
And you
lungs ache
head throbs
Heart pounds
I wish for it to go away
Not death
Just a little break
Only 3 minutes
Okay 2?
2 minutes out of my head
2 minutes I dont have to deal with any of it
Lungs ach
Head throbs
Heart pounds
I break through the water
Happy song plays
Get out
Put cloths on
Tries to make it through another day
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What Even Is Love; My Collection Of Poetic Things
PoetryThe only reason I put this out here was because I couldnt share it with anyone in my life without upsetting them, so here we are... And I use this space as a sorta diary to sort my thought out so sometimes itll come off as greedy or ungrateful or je...
