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"i cant believe your moving back to Canada and just leaving me here by myself"

"justin you can always visit, but i've been thinking it not fair the kids don't see there father"

"cant he visit"

"Justin... its time for me to go"

"you don't need to go! you need to stay here where the kids are happy at"

"i talked to the kids and there ready and meet there father and family"

"nicole.."

"Justin its not like i'm not going to visit"

"yea but i wont have you here with me..who's going to put me on"

the tears threaten to pour out his eyes, this was way harder then i thought he would take it after weeks of packing and preparing i was finally ready to go back home

after 7 years i was going home

"dont cry justin you'll make me feel bad

"your doing the right thing! nicole just promise me something"

"what"

"promise me you'll come back, that you wont forget me that you'll come back"

"i cant make a promise like that"

"its hard to let someone you love go"

"god! i love you too justin"

"not like i love you"

"what do you mean"

"somehow you became more than a best friend to me, down the road you became someone i wanted to have all to myself but your heart belongs to Nathan"

"why didnt you tell me?"

"because no matter what...i could never have you fully"

"justin im s-"

"dont, this is karma right"

"dont say that justin.. you will find love"

"not like yours

"please just go i dont want the last time you seeing me is me crying over you"

"can i have a hug...one last hug"

i opened my arm wide taking him in my embrace, he was warm, the hug was tight

it was a goodbye hug

because truth be told i wasnt coming back any time soon.

"im going to miss you nicole'

"im going to miss you more"

he brushed my hair out the way, he stared deeply in my eyes and even though i saw it coming i didnt dare move away

because if it was an inch of sparks just an inch i would be happy that my heart didnt belong to nathan fully

because i wanted a reason to stay, a reason of not going back and facing the raths

but there was none, the only thoughts running thur my head was nathan and how the kiss didnt compare

pulling apart justin had the same expression

"a million reasons to go, and i couldnt give you one to stay not even a true loves kiss"

"im sorry i should go"

"go he's waiting for you"

"you'll find her one day"

"to bad it wasn't you, go get him, he needs you more than I do"

"bye Justin"

"bye Nicole"

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"flight 361 is now boarding heading to Canada"

"thats us mommy !"

"i know faith, lets calm down"

theres a moment in life when your world seems to take a different path than what you wanted, it first happened to me when i was in the woods and i saw a boy change into a wolf, and the following years it repeated as my father and stepmother kicked us out of the house, leaving me and my sisters homeless until my older sisters went and got a job there on we supported each other in everything....

leading to us moving to Canada where they found the love of there lives and blah blah blah!

causing me to go Thur things that a 16 year old shouldn't have went Thur but yea i did, and now i standing at an airport with two little girls who i would die for because there mine and the love i have is greater than any pain i could think of

"this is the last call for flight 361 heading to canada, i repeat this is the last call for flight 361 please board now"

"come on babies, its time for me to go home"

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