My Missing mate Book 2 (Completed) (Need Editing)

2.nicole

"how many times do I have to tell you hope!haters are gonna hate"

"I know but I-"

"no buts hope! I didn't raise you this way you are beautiful just the way you are!"

"mommy I have two eye color! "

"and?"

"you just don't understand"

"faith come tell your sister shes beautiful"

"hope! Your beautiful"

" Forreal? "

"yeah! You look like me"

"thanks!"

"now since we got this out the way hurry and eat your breakfast we have two photos shoots today"

"yayyyyy"

"mommy do we get to dress up again?"

"I don't know we'll see when we get there"

"I hope we get to get the snacks again"

"Of course you will!"

Life for seven years have been the most wonderful years of my life! With my daughters hope and faith ...and my job as a veterinarian helping animals in need! God it couldn't be better no drama no fights nothing but love and peace I'm also studying for my PhD so I could be a therapist..one more year and I'll be everything my sisters wanted for me

I wonder when it will be time for me to go back home

Home to Nathan to my sisters but I could never face them.... after all these years I can't find it in me to look Nathan in the eyes and tell him he's a father.

"Mommy it's happening again"

I look at faith as she turnt red from head to toe

"Go get the ice hope"

I took my daughter in my arms and whispered in her ear that everything will be ok as her moment pass away.

This isn't normal and I realize with there father being a wolf that it has something to do with it

Sooner or later I'll have to return for the health of my kids

"Hope, you haven't been having any more moments have you?"

"I had one last night"

"Maybe we should cancel the photo shoot I don't want you guys having these moment in front of people"

"Mommy what's wrong with us?"

"I can't explain it right now baby ok? Y'all go watch tv"

it's worst. This unexplainable shit happened when they turned 6! There seven now

Born may 22 2012 at 6:30 am

My mind drafts to the father of my kids his tattooed body, his smile, the way his tongue did tricks on me

And in a instinct I fell on my knees holding back the screams that threaten to come out

it was faint but I heard it I swear I heard him whispered my name!

^^^^^

"So how have you been feelings lately Justin?

"Depressed she haven't called,texted,anything"

"Why haven't you tried to call her or just a thought MOVEEE Onnn"

"Worst best friend I ever had"

"She cheated on you Justin THREE TIMESSS"

"when you love someone you don't let them go"

"Sometimes you have to just be done it's a matter of what need to be done not what you want to happen"

"Would you want Nathan to move on?"

That made me stop talking

"Answer the question Nicole? Would you want Nathan to forget about you! Move on! Be with someone else after seven years?"

"Yes"

"What?"

"it'll hurt I know it will but I would want him to be happy because our relationship was the best but it was Rocky but I would want him to let me go! Because deep down I feel like we sometimes didn't belong and he will always be my first love and all but somewhere is an bitch that loves him for sure because he's that damn fine and I would want him to give her a chance"

"For real?"

"Fuck no bitch! Nathan is for me and me only"

"why aren't you there with him then"

I don't know Justin it's not the right time"

"when will be?"

"I'll know trust me I'll know"

"gosh your weird where are my girls"

"mad! At me the women who pushed then out"

"why?"

"because there running a fever and I won't let them go to the photoshoot"

"what's the theme"

"princess and the frog"

" your fucking evil Nicole, Shame in you"

"WHAT"