baby girl | chanlix

twenty-two.

We got to the mall and walked around. Sehun bought me bubble tea and chocolate. We walked around H&M for almost an hour shopping before Sehun found something he liked and handed it to me. 

It was a stripped long sleeve and a large t-shit a cafe name on it and a pair of high waisted mom jeans. 

He pushed me slightly into the changing room to try it on and when I came out he said, "Oh you look so cute, go back in and change out of it, I'm buying this for you," and he started to look through more clothes. 

"Hyung where do you get all your money, "I asked him as we waited in the check outline.  

"Felix, I'm a lawyer," he said."But I have been saving extra just so I could spoil you," he said and pocked my nose. He bought me the outfit and a new sweatshirt before we went back out into the mall area. 

We walked around until my feet hurt. I started to whine and Sehun ended up carrying me on his back. 

We went to an Ice Cream Shop and he set me down and I ran and found a booth for us to sit at. He ordered our ice cream before coming back.

"I got both of us coffee-flavored Ice Cream," he said.

"Hyung have you ever gone to Japan, "I asked happily while eating the cold desert. 

"Why," he asked.

"Because I would have expected Baekhyun to have bragged you with when he went, "I said.

"No that trip, he took Chanyeol, but it was cool I had exams that week," he said.

"Hyung, why am I getting worse, I've been totally fine up until a few weeks ago, "I asked.

"I don't know, but I'm staying here with you until you get better, I love you Felix and honestly seeing you sad hurts my heart, it hurts all of our hearts," he said, "You know Ten was crying last week cause he missed you so much."

We finished our Ice Cream and left. We had to go and pick up my medication. We drove to the pharmacy and picked it up before leaving. 

We got to my house and Sehun said, "I have to go to my new office here, but I'll be back in a max of four hours," he said.

I went inside as he drove back down the road. I went to my bathroom and put the medication in the cabinet before going downstairs.

Mom was at work, Sehun just left. I have no one right now. I grabbed a jacket before going outside. 

I ran across the road and knocked on Jeongin's door. His mom opened the door and said, "Hi Felix, sorry but Jeongin's out right now." I said okay before leaving. I ran down the road some more and knocked on Seungmin's door.

A girl a few years older than me opened the door and said, "Hello, what do you want," it was said in a nice tone but you could tell she didn't want to be talking to me.

"I just wanted to know if Seungmin was home, "I said.

"Nope, he went out with his boyfriends, "she said.

"Wait, wait, what, Seungmin has a boyfriend I didn't know that, "I said surprised.

"Yep, he's dating Yang Jeongin from down the road and Bae Chanwoo that way down the road, I think they went out for lunch, I'm not sure," she said.

"Wait, he has TWO boyfriends, "I asked even more surprised. 

"Yeah I said boyfriends with a 's' at the end of it," she said.

"Wow, I've been friends with them since the beginning of this year, and I didn't even know that, "I said.

"Well my friend, you aren't observant," she said."And if that was all you wanted to know, I was taking a nap before you disturbed me, so I'm going to go and finish my nap," she said before shutting the door.

"Okay," I said before walking back to my house. What was the point of checking Chanwoo's house, she just said that the three of them went out on a date.

I went back home and sat in a silent room. I sat like that for around 15 minutes but the silence made my skin crawl. I turned the TV on and went to YouTube.

I haven't watched any of those American's YouTube videos yet. I went on Colby's channel and started watching the pranks he did before I went through all of their pranks. 

I laughed but didn't feel any happier. Honestly, I would give my life to live in a house like that, full of people, always something to do, there would be no time to be depressed.

I started watching Sam and Colby's duo channel and watched their exploration videos. I did that for hours until there was a knock on the door. 

I opened the door and saw Jisung and Minho. I let them in before shutting the door. I sat back on the couch and continued watching the video I was watching before they rudely interrupted me.

"What do you want," I asked with a cold tone. Was I being mean? Maybe but I don't really want to hear about Chan right now. He's the main trigger right now. 

"Well we just wanted to see how you were doing, "Minho said, "SInce you've been avoiding all of us for like two weeks," he said. 

"Well I'm doing just fine, "I said. I went back to the video and laughed as the two ran away from the buildings they were just in. 

"Felix, why have you been avoiding us, "Jisung asked.

"I don't know, I felt like it, "I said, there is no way that I'm going to actually tell them why I've been avoiding them. 

"Felix there has to be~" he was cut off as the front door opened and Sehun walked inside.

"Felix, what time does your mom get home from work normally," he asked.

"She normally gets home at 10," I said before looking back at the couple.

"Well, continue, "I said annoyed. 

"We'll get going," they said eyeing Sehun up and down as they left.

"What was that about," he asked.

"I don't know, "I said, "The Minsung couple is weird," and I went back to watching my video. 

"Your supposed to take your medication before you eat dinner, and I picked up take-out while I was gone so go get them and let's eat," he said happily.