𝑲𝑬𝑬𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑰𝑻 𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑳(Eros)

41

Kenen
That's why when I touched you you flipped out"
Yea"
Even when I questioned if you were pregnant"
That's was cause he anally rapped me"she got really quiet and I gripped her hand in mine
Baby we gotta make some changes"I said to her
Like what"
Like communication it's no way you should be scared to tell me shit we gotta communicate with each other more cause only time we really talk and let shit out is when it build up and we flipping out on each other"
You right babe but I've Been thinking since this happened I held it in and it hurt so bad and I'm still hurting from my past shit and I need to talk to someone and I think you should to or we could just go to learn good communication skills cause that's seems to be our only problem"
Go to therapy"I asked
Yea"
Ive wanted to try but it just never like happened"
But we should do it together so we not going threw shit on our own"
Let's do it"
You sure"
Yea I'll find somebody by Monday so we can start fresh and met the women or man we gone be talking to"
Ok...baby I really just wanna forget that ever happened to me and just be able to go back to before it happened"
I wish you could to but you can't go back in time ever in life just gotta cope with it and baby I still think you the most beautiful women in the world and I love more than I did cause I see how strong you are now......but I got a good coping method it helps me sometimes"
I dug in my pocket and grabbed the bag of weed I had and took out my lighter and my fonto and grabbed a book off the side table
Lemme guess weed"
Gods greatest gift"
I started to roll up the weed flicking out the bad pieces and rapping it up tightly I was thinking about mike right now how bad he was gonna hurt now that he fucked with my wife he threatened my kids and my family's safety was put in danger it's fucked up how a person can fuck you over after you care for his whole family's finances I trusted him in my parents house

how fucking stupid of me
I finished rolling up the blunt and lit up I puffed some of the smoke and slightly coughed this shit was strong as hell I knew her ass was finna choke
I handed it to her Nd it seemed like she knew exactly what she was doing I looked at her shocked and she laughed and ended up coughing
I used to smoke with my ex"
Emmmhm"
And tae"she smiled and passed the blunt back

We kept rotating the blunt and I watched as she got higher each pull I laughed at how low her eyes were she was sitting in front of me with a bright smile and her eyes low as hell
Baby what you smiling fah"
I'm smiling oh shit I am"she started laughing and I don't even care I missed her smile haven't seen it and knowing the reason why made my face harden
I wonder why we're together"
I do to"
Like the day at the shop I didn't even wanna come to work and when I was told i had to braid your hair I was ready to get the fuck"
ASAP"I said a lil above a whisper laughing
Like I could've called off and never met u"
Wonder why life is the way it is"
Right, pass that"
I knew exactly were she was at right now trying to get high enough to forget everything but I felt some type of way cause ion wanna have her drowning out her problems wit weed like me DONT wanna get her to were I'm at and have to heal later on
I noticed I don't know your age babe"
I'm 30 years...old"I said blowing smoke in her face making her smile
I'm 25"she said and started laughing
I missed this side of you"
I miss it to but guess what"
Wassup"
When this weed wear off I'm— I'm fucking hungry"
Stop cussing"
Aight damn, I mean shit my bad...wait my bad my bad "

She hopped up and I followed behind her we went downstairs and she tripped over something and I caught her before she could bang her head on the counter
You good slow down"
I'm not the elderly"she said laughing
Well you finna be crippled keep zooming around the house"
She busted out laughing and started fake limping
I want ice cream"she said going in the freezer
Pulling out the ice cream box I looked at it but couldn't tell what it was but it didn't look like ice cream
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If you don't sit the fuck down"I said to aria who was up dancing and bouncing around and singing lash dolls song
PUT IT ON HIM MAKE HIM WANNA MURRY ME"
She screamed to me I shook my head at her and sat back we had been smoking this whole time and the more she smoked the more funny she got and the calmer I was her eyes were bought damn near closed and I knew I was over the moon high
The damn house was smoked the fuck out and was Hazy she had on a red light so it looked cool as shit
I couldn't remember shit but eating some damn ice cream but it tasted like chicken patties or some shit
Baby can you choke a snake"
No"
Why not that shit just a long ass neck"
I don't know"
Nah no funny shit I feel like going swimming"
Ain't no pool"
Nah it's this damn game -OH SHITT"
What"I said trying to open my eyes wide
Not shit"
Why do we call bullshit bullshit aren't we disrespecting bulls cause we saying they full of shit"
Aria I'm not getting you high no more you just fucked my high up with that question"
That's coollll with me cause I feel like I'm on the damn moon"
Yea never the fuck again"

Even if it took her mind off it even for a lil while I'm glad I could make her smile right now
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