𝑲𝑬𝑬𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑰𝑻 𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑳(Eros)

32

|three weeks later
Aria
I wanna see him bully"I said on the phone
I know sis but he just not up to it"
I'm tired of this he don't answer my calls or text messages and I didn't do shit"
You didn't but it-"
It's what I said I would never fucking walk off on him Ever and I get this shit in return I just recovered and all I wanted was to see him when I woke up"
I understand everything you saying aria but he don't wanna talk right now you gotta at least try and respect"
I can but it's like bully we talked about so much shit together and I told him I'd never walk out on him and I get the shit in return"I said picking up yosohns toys "he just ups and fucking leaves out the blue that's fucked up and I waist my time with him so much fucking time and all I want is a word a hello a how you doing some damn thing Im sick of this shit"I sat on the couch wit my face on my hand as I held the phone to my ear still
He back to his old self before you that closed off scary nigga he caved into that these past two weeks barely even talk to me"
I just wanna be there but I can't stress myself or I can get sick again and I can't have that my baby, tae and my mom need me"
So just focus on them aria just back back on fire for now"
That's the thing I can't"I hung up the phone and cried into my hands not because I missed ke so much but because how much he fucked me over I needed him these past two weeks with help from my mom Anthony and tae and bully when he wasn't with me
It's been ok but that extra support would've made it a whole lot better when I first woke up I couldn't talk much but I got the strength to I had to get into the flow of back eating healthy to build my immune system and all I had to say was that was the most scariest thing I've ever been threw with my health I didn't know what the fuck was going on
Yosohn clung to me a lot more and I understood I seen kairi once but that was thanks to kes mom she and my mom went on a brunch nd talked and stuff was ok then when I noticed him ignoring my calls and text and he wasn't at the condo or he was an just had security shoo me away but I was really hurt
I wanted to know how he was cause he could go into a deep shutdown and I felt it was half my fault I felt like I scared him off but I couldn't help it I honestly couldn't and yosohn kept saying ke over and over I wasn't sure if it was for ke or just a sound he was making but it made me a lil sad every time
But now that I knew what the hell was going on I didn't have time to be sad or anything just had to go on with life forget ke or should I say fire since I don't know who he was anymore
I wiped my face and climbed out the shower thinking about the conversation I had with bully and the feelings I was having just last week and sighed I honestly missed ke just wish he'd talk to me
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Fire
I sat back in my office smoking a fatty when my door started to be knocked on and I knew it was kairi
Come in"I said putting out the blunt
She ran in with my mom behind her and bully
Daddy"she jumped on me and I hugged her
Hey baby ma what she doing here"
She needs to see her father"
I told you not to"
Well I'm tired of hearing her say she misses you or aria kenen you gotta daughter if you  forgot "she crossed her arms and glarred at me and I knew that look she was mad at me shit I was annoyed wit myself going back to the old me was easy but I missed the new me the wiser me I felt more paranoid and irritated more didn't wanna deal with nothing but business
Mama maybe you should just chill take kairi out"bully said
Ion know why the hell ya lil brother got you backing his shit up"she said
What's beef ma"I asked closing my eyes
You whats beef boy you just shut down on everybody that truly cares about you in a batter of weeks and think everyone not tired of yo shit"
Ma if you tired of taking care of kairi then I got her it's cool"I said getting up
Kairi go play with uncle bully"she said and kairi ran off and bully followed closing the door
That's not what this is about kenen you were so amazing and you know what that's thanks to aria and she gets sick and finally starts healing and you up and leave her"
Ma my personal life doesn't concern you"
It does when I see she's what's best for you that girl actually genuinely cares about you I know I just met her but it shows you were happier"
Ma you don't know nothing about stuff with us"
I know she needed you to recover and you ain't have her back after the last few months she's been your back bone and person to lean on kenen that's not right I bet she wouldn't do that to you"
You don't even know the fucking-"
*Slap*
"Watch ya fucking mouth when you talking to me kenen im ya momma and ion care how big you are or how big you get I will fuck you up"
Get out"I said mad as hell
Gladly and ya father will know about this shit wit ya disrespectful ass I'm tired of ya shit"she fussed and left but walked back in
You really gonna kick ya mother out"she questioned with her eye brow raised
Nah ma I'm just irritated"I put my head on my desk and she came and rubbed my back
It's ok baby tell me what's wrong and maybe I can help you talk to aria if that's what is really messing with you"
Ma when she passed out in my arms I just thought about c and it fucked me up sorry for cussing but it messed wit my head and I had to leave"
I knew it was something baby she's ok she's not gone she's here I understand it just didn't wanna loose her but baby listen"
I looked at her and felt my eyes watering and she hugged me tightly
It's ok ok it's not your fault but you don't have to run away when some shit happens you gotta talk about it or it will bring you down and you don't need that it's not gonna fix the situation just make it worst ok"
She kissed my cheek and pulled my head out her chest and wiped my face
It's ok baby imma talk to aria cause shes been kinda broken up about it but I got you ok"
Yea ma"she kissed my cheek and I smirked
A smile thank goddess I thought I'd never see that again"
Ma I really hurt her"I asked
Yes you did she good cause I would break a broom up yo ass if I was her"
Maaaaaa"
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This chapters shout out goes to @Nataya2 I see you being the first to support me
- mirababbyyy