Bepannah | Jenshad

doubt | Chapter 28

It's been too long, I know. But here is the next chapter. Hope you guys like it!

Jennifer wiped the sweat rolling down her forehead. She looked up at the sky above her, blue slowly turning grey just like her life. The grey tinted in the sky just like it has again tinted her life. Her almost clear blue life.

She takes in a much needed breathe reaching her car. Her fingers trembling as she tries to open her door. She winces as she isn't able to get it open and curses loudly, slamming her hand down on the top. She should have known her life is going to take a turn the moment he stepped in front of her at the dinner.

There is a screech behind her, like someone stepping on the leaves and she turns around quickly eyes in blind panic.
She leaves a breathe, eyes crazed as she looks at the hotel right behind her. Her eyes moves to the window on the third floor where she was not long ago and although it's far that she cannot see clearly but she is sure he is standing there.

Turning around in urgency she gets her door open and sits inside. Putting in the gear she takes the route to her house.

She shakes her head and then hits it a couple times with her palm just to get the memory of last half hour out, away. She wants nothing more than to forget it but with the rapid rise and fall in her chest she knows she isn't going to forget, not anytime soon.

The words exchanged, the shrudity yet truth, has broken her again.

You know Jennifer.

We both know. He was never yours and never will be.

"You're wrong " she mumbles eyes blurring and wipes the tear that runs down her cheek as she continues "He is mine. He has to be, he loves me "

A flash of Harshad runs in front of her eyes blinding her for a second. His words into the night few days ago reminding her of his truth.

I cannot not love Alia, Jen. I have feelings for the both of you

She raises her speed as Karan's voice filters in her head. His face conjuring up in the suite she had stepped in. His finger trailing her cheek as he spoke

Jennifer we both know it. You're mine. Always will be. He doesn't know the real you, does he? He whispers walking behind her, his lips brushing her ears - the feeling making her want to run but her feet seems to be planted in one place.

"Karen enough!" She whirls around, increasing the distance between. Doesn't want to be brainwashed by him again, not anymore. Doesn't want him to affect her.

She gets to the point asking "Why are you here? "

"To meet you. I missed you J-" he smiles, only grinning when she cuts him off irritated with him.

"Get to the point."

"You're getting a new serial. It's worth it and you have a brand deal also."he sighs continuing as he informs her.

"That is weeks from now " she sneers at him knowing he could've told this on the phone ,wishing he had done just that this very moment.

"It's important. The serial. It's the one Jenny. It will take us to the top!" he grabs her hand leans in, his hold tightening on her wrist. She tries to move away, but only to be pulled back tightly

"I never said no. I tol-"she tries to state but he quickly cuts her, spinning her around and it seems like her world is falling apart. His hands close on her stomach ,pushing at her skin a tad bit as he moves up halting just beneath her breasts and she can feel her blood boiling "You need to be here for more time. I know. I understand"