The heavy weight that stays with us

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Chapter 4: The heavy weight that stays with us
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" but you say I don't know how to love
I simply don't understand my life
You can say you don't know"
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Chapter 4:  The heavy weight that stays with us ------------------------" but you say I don't know how to love     I simply don't understand my life          You can say you don't know"------------------------

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Multiple months have past, and as the days went on the farther apart the Twins became.. Dana got the publicity and popularity she wanted , she was basically known as the prettiest , kindest , and coolest girl in the 8th grade.. who's not messed with because she's dating bowers .. however this all changed on the second to last day of school when Dana broke up with Henry

Dana's POV

I honestly felt a deep sadness within my chest . It was like crushing grief, anguish, and distress all hit me at once. I missed him but I knew he was no good towards other people.. but he was healing - he was doing better , or at least I thought he was. It had only been a few hours since the encounter and I felt like death.

I walked out of my fourth block period and rammed straight into the chest of Bill Denbrough .. bill and I had three classes together so I was familiar with him . Instantly I flashed a charming smile and began to apologize "I'm so sorry Bill, I wasn't watching where I was going"

"I-it's oh-okay Dana" he smiled back before bending down to pick up my books for me "he-here you go "

"Thank you!" We stood for a second talking about our project in Us. History before I walked away. As I headed towards my next period the bell rung and I rushed in my steps again untill a arm flew out and grabbed me by the waist yanking me into the boys bathroom. "W-What the hell!" I said through the muffled hand before the male pushed me up against the wall. "Henry ?" I questioned smacking away his hand "hey baby, I'm going to be late for class"

"What . The . Hell . Dana!" He said darkly making me squint my eyes

"What? What's wrong-"

"Don't play fucking dumb , I saw you flirting with him" rage was laced in his words like the shoestrings in high tops.. "and then last week you confronted me, infront of my boys to stay up for him!" He was getting louder

"Baby calm down, I don't understand what's wrong" he backed away throwing his hands up in the air and slamming them back down before pacing around the bathroom .

"Do you love him" he said under his breathe

"W-What?"

"Did you fuck him?" He said a bit louder

"What did you just say?" Dana said with anger

"I said did you fuck him" he pointed his finger in her face " you totally did , didn't you ! " he accused "you -YOU FUCKING SLUT" he yelled

"Wow , If you even think I'd ever cheat then you really mustn't know me " She said with venom "if I wouldn't fuck you, why would I fuck Him" she said shaking her hand out side the door . And just like that he rushed up against her and grabbed her shoulders roughly

"Don't fucking talk to me like that!"

"Hen ! Henry stop that hurts " she whimpered trying to pull away as he shook her small frame roughly "STOP IT YOU BASTARD!" She screamed before slapping him directly in his face , she could feel the bruises forming on her lower neck and shoulders from how hard his grip was .

"I-" he looked shocked at what he just did grabbing his red cheek

"Don't - just save it , I can't do this Henry . I've dealt with your anger for four months and this time you've taken it to far" tears fell from her eyes

"Baby-"

"Don't baby me, this is over . Bye Henry "

"You can't leave me! YOU CANT FUCKING BREAK UP WITH ME BITCH!" He yelled before sliding against the bathroom floor and crying. " I- I love you"

"No . No you don't Henry .. you don't know how to love"

Dana wiped away her tears and walked towards the office were she explained she started her period to get a late note for class ..

" I was really ugly to him Dia," I whimpered hugging my big sister "and and you were right that he was no good and no it all just sucks ass" I cried "I don't even want to go to school. Everyone knows and it's like they are watching me.. and judging me .. I'm afraid to not be perfect .. Im scared that showing one flaw will be my downfall" her hands slowly clasped around my back

"Godamnit Day day" she said dropping her bookbag infront of our yard "I told you he was no good "

"I know ," I sobbed

"Amor you are strong , you'll get through this. And you don't need to feel ashamed for standing up for yourself " she ruffled my hair

"H-hey !" I grumpily laughed pushing away her hand

"Now wipe them tears , because mom ain't gonna understand why you're upset if she didn't even know you were dating ! Oh and you can't miss tomorrow " she snapped her fingers

"Why not" I pouted

"Because it's the last day of school, don't you want to at least say goodbye to your friends ? I know Henry wasn't your only friend"

I sighed "you're right.. but that's a lot coming from you seeing as you don't ever want to go to school"

"Hey you have people to see, me ? Well I sometimes smoke cigarettes with a red head in the bathroom but that's about it" she said causing me to slap her shoulder

"Hey hey! Don't say that to loud ! If mom found out-"

"If mom found out what?" Maria said opening the door with a confused look followed by a smile

"T-that we have been making a surprise song for you.. well I guess it's not much of a surprise now but since your birthday is next week we've been working on it" I lied smoothly

"Looks like you're back to normal hermana menor" Diana whispered next to me as we entered the house ..

Not really that I'm better .. just it seems that family is a good distraction.. plus this is the longest we have talked without fighting

"Let's make Enchiladas!" I shouted ignoring the heavy weight resting in my abdomen
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"Hey Dana, wanna sign my yearbook?"

"Um sure, but it's-"

"Man you're talking to the hot cheer leader ! I'm jealous !"

"I'm Not Dana! It's Diana.."

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