D e l i l a h . M o n t e z 🥀
Jordan and I have spent the last two days together. He met with everybody else that he'd missed while he was gone, but insisted on spending the majority of his time with me although Matthew wanted to go out like every night.
I didn't want anybody to feel like I was smothering him, regardless of the fact that it was the other way around, so today I'd leave him and go open the store.
I tried to climb off of the bed as discretely as possible, but Jordan wasn't having it. He reached out and grabbed my arm, even with his eyes still shut. "Where are you going?" He asked me.
"To open the store."
"Are you crazy? I thought we were spending the week together?" He asked me sounding disappointed.
"Jordan what about your mama? Jayden? Jerminny? Matthew?"
"What about them niggas?"
"You haven't spent any time with them."
"Shit none of them having my baby." He said to me and I kissed my teeth. "Come here." He demanded softly, tugging on my arm. I sighed in defeat and gave in, falling back onto him as he laid.
I'd be lying if I said I didn't wanna stay home and lay with him all day, but I wanted him to spend time with everybody else too damn. "Well I wanna go to the store so you're gonna have to come with me."
"No problem ma." He smiled widely and I rolled my eyes as I got up to take a shower.
It took about half hour for Jordan and I to be put together and leave the house. I was dressed in a light blue sweater with a denim jacket over it, and gray and white striped leggings with some black adidas sneakers.
I left my hair out and immediately regretted it when I stepped outside because it was so damn windy, but I tried my best to ignore it. Jordan looked better every time I saw him and that never ceased to irritate me.
Like damn why I can't see him looking dusty once?
He wore a gray Nike jersey with white sweatpants and a pair of air max 97s.
As he drove to the store I couldn't keep my damn eyes off of him. The past couple days have just been us talking about the baby.
We haven't talked about our relationship, nor have we even kissed. Which was good because I didn't want to confuse whatever we had going on.
My intention was to co-parent effectively.
But if I could get some dick while he's in the country that would be great too. Just saying.
He looked so good that it was hard not to stare at him. I feel like he did dark magic on me because there's no way I could want him so bad.
"So you have a girl back in Jamaica?" I asked him just as we parked outside.
He gave me a look and then started laughing.
"What's funny?"
"That was random."
"I'll take that as a yes."
"I don't." He laughed again. " Shit I only want one girl but I have a feeling she don't feel the same." He said to me and I kissed my teeth. "What was that?"
"I don't think a relationship is what's best for us right now. You know I love you but maybe we can think about that after we think about the baby." I responded and he just nodded slowly. I didn't miss the slight disappointment on his face as he did. I started opening the door to head out, but stopped when he started talking again.
