These past few months have been the best in my entire life ! Jack is my bestest friend ever ! and im glad that he is the one that will kill me and rid me from this dreadful reality of life.The only thing is that he wasnt in my room this morning , I didnt see his beautiful , sharp smile and colourless suit and face . Hes been gone all morning.
Where is he? where IS jack ??? Its night time now and I cant go to bed without him ! I cant sleep without him............did he leave me ? all alone again after all we've been through ? why did he leave me ?
why?
whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy????That question seems to reapet in my head . This endless tune of questions flood my brian and seems to malfunction as i feel like just sitting in the corner of the room and crying my life away . Was these just for the foreseeable future ? or did he really leave me ?
I dont know how long hes been gone i lost count at 2 years because ive lost hope of him coming back. I think im 7 or 8 years old now im not sure , like i said i lost track of time. I think im dead now inside and out. My body is covered in bruises and scars , fresh and old , some still dripping with blood. Im full out insane now , who wouldnt be ? being in a white plain room all your life and your one and only friend leaves you. My hallucinations have gotten worse also and i cant sleep again too. I have no friends and nothing left to live for then why am i still alive? , why do i keep on clinging on to life ?
.......................
I understand now , what im living for
to kill laughing jack
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