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Jays POV.




SHIT, MY ASS HURTS.






I wake up, with pain in my lower abdomen.







As I sit up I see that I was on my bed, and had on a blue onesie.






What the hell happened last night?







I shuffle out of my room and into the living room.


I see five different people in the room, sitting and staring at me.






My vision is a little blurry, and I plop down next to a figure in black, closing my eyes.









"Jay, we wanted to ask you a few things." I heard a voice.






"Mhm......." I groan.







I hear a few scattered sighs, then a girls voice.






"Jay, we wanted to know; why did max say you're wish was to die? He said it eight before you fell into the water."







I crack my eyes open.























"What?"
































"You heard, why did he say what he said?" She asks again.










I stare at her.








I sigh and walk to my room, leaving the others.









As I walked out, I whispered.

"I'll tell you when I want to."
















I closed the door to the room Cole and I shared.









I locked it and fell down crying.












































They're gonna find out!



































Stupid Jay!



































Why did you have to live?!



































Why are you alive?!





















































I began to hit my head in an effort to make the voices stop.

They didn't, and I pulled my knife from my dresser.


One cut.......

Then no more.


I scratches my arm with the blade.

The pain felt good.

I did it again.

And again.

I couldn't stop, blood flowed down to the floor as I started to feel numb.

I fell over onto my side and my hair now had blood soaking into it.













Worthless












Just die











Nothing












The voices won't stop!!







I can't take this!!!









I cry and cry, there was more blood than tears.





My entire onesie was now dark purple/red instead of blue.







I held my throat and zapped myself.









DIE!

















I wanna die!!


















Please!!


















Wait........



















Max.































































I unlock the door and stumble into the cell room with the knife.










"Jay? What the-"










I unlock his cell and walk in.










"Kill me! Please.....please!!" I beg him, dropping down and holding out the knife.

























He stares, just standing there.




































"Please......." I say, tears flowing down my face.








































































Next thing I know, I hear a scream.

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