Jays POV.
SHIT, MY ASS HURTS.
I wake up, with pain in my lower abdomen.
As I sit up I see that I was on my bed, and had on a blue onesie.
What the hell happened last night?
I shuffle out of my room and into the living room.
I see five different people in the room, sitting and staring at me.
My vision is a little blurry, and I plop down next to a figure in black, closing my eyes.
"Jay, we wanted to ask you a few things." I heard a voice.
"Mhm......." I groan.
I hear a few scattered sighs, then a girls voice.
"Jay, we wanted to know; why did max say you're wish was to die? He said it eight before you fell into the water."
I crack my eyes open.
"What?"
"You heard, why did he say what he said?" She asks again.
I stare at her.
I sigh and walk to my room, leaving the others.
As I walked out, I whispered.
"I'll tell you when I want to."
I closed the door to the room Cole and I shared.
I locked it and fell down crying.
They're gonna find out!
Stupid Jay!
Why did you have to live?!
Why are you alive?!
I began to hit my head in an effort to make the voices stop.
They didn't, and I pulled my knife from my dresser.
One cut.......
Then no more.
I scratches my arm with the blade.
The pain felt good.
I did it again.
And again.
I couldn't stop, blood flowed down to the floor as I started to feel numb.
I fell over onto my side and my hair now had blood soaking into it.
Worthless
Just die
Nothing
The voices won't stop!!
I can't take this!!!
I cry and cry, there was more blood than tears.
My entire onesie was now dark purple/red instead of blue.
I held my throat and zapped myself.
DIE!
I wanna die!!
Please!!
Wait........
Max.
I unlock the door and stumble into the cell room with the knife.
"Jay? What the-"
I unlock his cell and walk in.
"Kill me! Please.....please!!" I beg him, dropping down and holding out the knife.
He stares, just standing there.
"Please......." I say, tears flowing down my face.
Next thing I know, I hear a scream.
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"Hurt Bluebell" Ninjago Fan Fiction
ספרות חובביםThis is my first story, and I would really appreciate it if no one hated on it, and whatever I did wrong or it wasn't good, please comment and tell me that way, I can fix it and make stuff that's better in the future. 😄 HAS GAY SMUT