Dear Diary

Welcome!

Dear Readers,

I would like to welcome everyone! I'm not sure if this will take off like I want it to, but I'm hopeful. I want to start off by saying you are not alone in this life and that's the best thing about anonymity you don't have to reveal who you are if you don't want to. Heck, you don't even have to comment or talk to me privately. If all you want to do is read the entries then that is your right as a human being and I will respect that!

It is currently 2:42 am on August 23, 2019 and I just couldn't sleep and I looked at my Wattpad account and thought of this. I think all of my old therapists would be proud that I am finding a healthy and safe way to get my feelings out. I have seen at least 5 since I was 8 years old, but we will get into that in the entries.

I have to say that I am nervous about this and I am not entirely sure why because it's just me writing down my thoughts about my life so far. But I guess it's because I've never done anything like this before. Online I mean I've thrown out way to many actual diaries to count one both hands. I think that's why I love this website so much because I can choose between being myself or being someone else so no one knows who I am.

I want this to be a safe space for all races, ages, genders, religions, etc. to be able to come together and share or just read that they are not alone with whatever they are going through. I am in no way saying that my life is worse than most out there because that would be a lie. I am safe, loved, fed, and cared for and for most of my life it's been that way. My experiences, however, were rough and I want to share that with y'all.

I would like to let everyone know that I am a Christian and when I say that I mean I believe that Christ died on the Cross for my sins! This does not mean that I am rude to other religions, sexual orientations, or races!! I was not raised that way and that's not who I am as a person. I believe that everyone needs to be loved for who they are because this world is already full of enough hate to last the rest of our lives and beyond. I want to spread love, comfort, and healing even if it's through conversation.

Well, I think that is it for now! I hope this reaches people and we can all find the path to healing and peace. My mother once said that "If you can't find peace in your own home then one of two things need to happen. Either you kick the destruction out of your house or you leave and find peace." Toxic is toxic and no one deserves to live like that. Praying for everyone out there who might read this!

Sincerely,

Creative Playwright