Perfect Girl

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You were always on my mind
The beautiful memories we shared
The beautiful words you said to me
The moments where life felt like it had stopped
Moments where I could never dream
Of a world without you in my arms
You are my perfection
Everything I ever wished I could be
You are beautiful
A smile that shines through pure darkness
Eyes that never lose life
Even in the most depressing moments
You never let them overcome you
I was happy
Being the girl in your life
Then I realized that I could never be
The girl that you need me to be
A girl strong enough to hold onto to you
No matter what you have done
I realize that I am only making your life
Sink deeper into hell
As hard as it is
I need to let you go
For the good of your life
You will be better off without me
Even if it doesn't seem that way now
Your life will be everything you deserve
Everything that I failed to give you
I wish that I could just stay another minute in your arms
To feel the love I hold for you rise once more

One day you will meet that perfect girl
She will give you everything that you have given me

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