𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙣 | all in my head

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*time skip

Here again. Room 15.

I felt numb from crying throughout the journey back to my living nightmare and my throat was dry from screaming.

Melissa... I already miss her. I miss her so fucking much.

The door slowly opened, revealing a female worker. "Hello Billie. Your family is here to see you. Please follow me"

I rolled my eyes in annoyance. I sat there, not moving a muscle, thinking about them and how heartless they were. How much they enjoy seeing me suffer.

"Billie, I know you're not used to being back here again, but your family really want to see you".

If I had the energy, I would've slapped the bitch silly. Eventually, I stood up and followed her to the meeting room.

Walking in, at see Finneas and my parents sitting by a table. I quickly turned to look away and took a seat in the empty chair opposite them.

My eyes were glued to the floor and the room was filled tension. Biting the inside of my cheek, I heard my mom begin to speak.

"Billie. I know you may not think this now but trust me, these people are here to help you. They care about you as much as we do"

Anger rapidly rushed through my veins.

"You will get better Billie, don't worry. Everything will go back to normal with some time" My dad added.

"I don't want you to think that this is some kind of prison cell. We just want our daughter to be well again".

"You will even be able to see Melissa again if you give yourself the time to get better" Finneas said.

Melissa.

Melissa.

Melissa.

Her beautiful curly brown hair. Her caring personality. My lips against hers. Me holding her tight.

My love. I will never see her again.

The first time I saw her, I knew I wanted to be with her. She was the only person who stood out to me.

She helped me more than she knows. But know she's gone. I'm not with her. I'll never see her as long as I am in here.

My Melissa.

Without saying a word, I stood up. My body trembled with nothing but rage. I gripped the chair that I sat on and viciously threw it against the wall. One of the legs broke and the sound echoed around the room. I saw them flinch back.

Melissa.

"FUCK YOU ALL!" I stormed over to them and they all stood up trying to calm me down.

"I was perfectly fine without you guys!"

"Billie-" Finneas said. I interrupted him with a palm to his cheek.

"You're probably loving this! Seeing me lose everything I love! Seeing my life crumble in front of your very eyes!" I sent a fist to his face. Crimson liquid dripped from his nose.

He stumbled back and held his nose with his hand.

"Call for backup!"

"You love destroying me don't you!"

I felt hands grip my arms tightly, pulling me away from Finneas and stopping me from causing more damage.

"LET ME GO!"

"Billie, Billie, please calm down!"

"Backup! Backup!"

"I love you too Billie"

"I love you too Billie"

I heard Melissa's precious voice. I saw her everywhere.

"I love you too Billie"

"Melissa! Melissa!" I called out, feeling tears stream down my face once again. I felt her around me. I couldn't let her go.

"Melissa is not here Billie"

"I love you too Billie"

"MELISSA!" I cried out.

At this point, I don't even know what is real. Am I even real? Is everything around me real? It didn't seem like it. I still hear her.

My thoughts are slowly taking over. All I see is her beautiful face, staring back at me. I single tear slid down my cheek.

"I love you too Billie"

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